my ribs are doing that jerky
breathing thing again
and im not sure if it's the smell of
your perfume that's suffocating me,
or the replay of memories that are
still creeping into my brain
whispering in my ear "remember.."
pulling on each string of my heart
ripping and tearing it apart

the memories i spend over 15
hours a day trying to shove into the back of my head and forget,
i stupidly keep writing about

Every single one of them
took
a little piece of me.
It started out slowly
with my heart,
then they stole
a bit of my hide
& next,
they absconded
with a whole lot
of my soul.

In fact, so much of me
is missing now,
I don't even know
if I'm coming or going,
staying up heading down.

Forget me not, sweet
For you couldn't , even if you try
I am everywhere
I am everything

Every song that you will hear
You will think of me
Every story you will read
You will remember me

Every step you take
You will wish you were holding my hand
Every sleep you do
You will miss my touch

Forget me not, sweet
You will always remember me

every moment
my heart
beats
with the
rhythm
of
"you
are
mine
forever"