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Leandra Jan 2017
I lost who I am and I don't understand why I won't accept your love or even allow you to love me.
It just seems so wrong to let you love me when I love someone else....
I got this idea of a song call Shattered by Trading Yesterday.
Leandra Jan 2017
What if I didn't fall in love
Would I be happier or would I just be depressed
What if I didn't kiss your lips for the first time
Would another girl kiss them r would they be left unkissed
What if I didn't tell you that i loved you
Would life be better or would it just hurt more
But what if I didn't say goodbye
Would we still be together or would we both be gone
What if we married
I don't want to think about that because that chance is already gone
The thoughts what if, run threw
Leandra Jan 2017
Let me tell you about me

People look at me,
Like I am a thing that came from outer space.
They look at my height, my clothes, my wrists, my thighs, but not at me.
They say things like you are small or you wear really weird clothes.
Why don't you wear shorts or why do you have bracelets on one wrist.
But none of them ask me why I am me.
No asked me why I can be sad, but paint a smile on my face just to get through the day. None of them ask why my eyes are rimmed with tears but I say that everything is okay. That is the biggest lie, I am okay.
No one asked me why I don't fit in or that i need a friend.
No, they asked what is on the outside, not what is in the inside.
That is all they see, is the outside.

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