We are breaking our promises to each other
That's how horrible we are

We won't compete who is worse


I just know you are better


And wishing you all the best
On what life can offer

First thing life is offering you
Is a future
without
me :)

I know you won’t read this
and I know you won’t care
but I will tell you what it was like.

It was blurry.
it was slow
but time was running fast.
It was dusty feet
and dusty souls.
It was feeling nothing
and then all at once.
It was hating you
to drown the urge of hugging you.
It was writing a poem
and post it
wishing you will relate to it.

But who cares,
you don’t.

You are my unsent message.
The cursor blinking rhythmically,
With my heartbeat,
Waiting,
For me to hit send.
But I am not ready,
And I’m not sure if I ever will be
So I left it like that.
Unsent. Unseen. Unread.
“I miss you.”

Billions stars we can gaze up the sky
Each of them twinkling
But there is this one star that caught my eye

That star might not shine bright like the others
But the light it gave filled me
With emotions that I couldn't name

You're this star that I couldn't stop looking
Even on a bright day, I'll look up and find you
But you are much more shining on the dark

I learned that
I'm not worthless
Because I've been used
In different circumstances
By different people
And I let them