Today we weep
For all friends
Leaving us for their
Immaculate flow of feelings
Not wanted to be disturbed...
Between us is a mug of warm milk
Dissolved in the morning black coffee
Your hand leaned on the elbow and gentle
Fingers hold this white jar where cute teady bear
Is painted under the comforting quote in the cloud above:
"Only for You" ~ *in blue
"People are like angels      
with one wing. If we want  
to fly, we have            
to embrace."               
Holding a flowery bouquet...butterflies flutter
alive flowers growing... underneath it all...    
Listening to the romantic symphonies,
Beautiful beyond the impermanent world of suffering and Disappointments
Nostalgia of old
Picturesque movie scenes gives our aching hearts
Hope for all the lost souls.
Aware of beauty, grateful for health, we cannot help ourselves...
Your beard is shaking a bit... upon your shoulder my cheek
is leaned, caressing your chest and the silky skin covering
the transparency of your bluest veins
Sol-tear trickles down my lips
I taste our sadness...
Our love
I smell
My fear and hope for my friends beloved young girl suffering anorexia
Your loss for your aunt - a departed part of your dna
Her spirit behind the veil of the bookshelves watching
At night us sleeping in utter silence needing to unchain.
Remorsing, for not visiting her as often...
My old, old aunts silent suffering glance
This silent loving reminder speaking to me
without words with love and sadness...
For me not visiting
My love,
we are not perfect ~
but we are alive!
"Two lost souls..."
*loving as much as we can.