If it doesn't keep you up at night
You probably don't love it enough.

I will always wait for you to eat my love!

I have never had this feeling in my life,
The feeling that I truly cannot live without her,

It hurts as soon as we part
I would drive for hours and wait some more to spend five minutes with her
I sit up at night thinking about her and how beautiful she is, and how sweet , and kind and adorable and how I want to spend every minute with her.
A little red circled 1 excites me because I know she was thinking about me also.
I look forward to speaking to her every morning because her voice makes my day.
When I see her, it's like fireworks and her touch brings me to another place.
If I don't get my morning fill, I'm off all day, until I get my fix.
Spending time with her is like a drug, the more I get, the more i want.
She is my favorite person in the world.
I love her more than I have ever loved anybody in this world and I truly hope that she feels half of what I do and that this feeling never ends!

Just the thought of not being with you scares me.

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one real feel
I want to share with you,my friend
the shells of strata has three layers:

the upper shell of strata,
alluvium-
very polished-
straightforward-
black and white-
seems nothing wrong-
optimistic-

the middle shell,
the secret song-
surface has hidden-
dialectic-
partial red line-
pessimistic-
pressure on both upper and lower,
uncovered ultimate-

the bottom shell,
compact and tiny-
the hidden beauty–
the ultimate love--
after losing time,
spiritual---
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- @Musfiq us shaleheen

I hate the days away from school
Nearly as much as I hate school itself
Because when I'm away from the expectations
I can't even lie convincingly to myself.

I can't slap a smile onto my face
I can't laugh until I cry
I can't get rid of the emptiness
That clings desperately to my life.

Eventually, I simply sit and stare
Memorizing the popcorn ceiling
Pathetic, by my own right, and
Too far past merely empty
Yet, for some reason, still trying.

Here is the thing
I don't give up easily
I don't let go easily
I am nowhere near done with you
I can try a million different things before I am
So if you are not interested in being more than friends with me
You better make it very clear to me very soon and very quickly
Because I still like you
I will still obsess over you
I will still freak out every time you pass by
Probably talk all my friends' ears off about how nice your eyes are
Probably smack their arm off when I see you near by going: hey! look! look! It's him!!
...yeah, all my friends are probably gonna end up deaf and physically disabled... also very homicidal towards me when it starts to get annoying that I am continuously causing the falling off of their limbs and ears.
I will still end up creating characters in stories who look just like you
because I really like you
and here is the thing
I don't really care if you like me back
I can hope that you might be willing to try to learn to
but in reality
I just like you
because you are you
beyond your looks
I barely know you
I would really like to get to know you better
and that will be all I can think about for a long time, guaranteed
because here is the thing
I don't give up easily
and I really, really like you