They
        
               Say
    
                          Good

                                      Man

                         Are

                 Hard

                             To

                                     Find

                                              I
    
                                Say
  
                      Maybe

      Perhaps
      
         We’re
                
                Just
          
                       Very

                            Good

                                 At

             Playing

                           Hide

                                   And

                                            Seek.

« Ma belle, pourquoi tu pleures ?
Ça fait des nuits que je n’ai pas vu le jour. Parle pas d’amour, je ne suis pas d’humeur.
Le soir tu me dis « pour moi tu meurs », mais tu peux pas m’enlever tout le mal du cœur... »

~ Lasco, « dimanche soir »

may 24, 2017
last suicide attempt
everyone blamed you
it was him
he hurt you
why do you even talk to him still?

you were never the reason
you broke up with me that night
and i snapped
the only thing that kept me happy
left
and i had
zero reason to
live

it was never your fault...