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 Sep 2019 Destiny Odeh
Suzy
MOTHER
 Sep 2019 Destiny Odeh
Suzy
Why must I suffer and expect her to see
Hope for a miracle, love, trust and honesty
Believe in the creator, who takes pain away
Cherries my soul, each day I pray

God, I would give her my all, if I could
Pride and honor, like a good child should

Oh Mother why I must cry?
Lost and lonely, not afraid to die
I hope you are happy, Mother goodbye.
 Sep 2019 Destiny Odeh
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k.
 Sep 2019 Destiny Odeh
zee
k.
muling nagkasalubong—
nagtagpo sa 'di inaasahang panahon
ang alala ng kahapon at ang ngayon
binati nila ang isa't isa
may konting kamustahan
ngunit 'di na muling babalikan
ngayong naghari na liwanag sa dilim
lahat ng sikreto't mga lihim;
damdaming pilit na kinimkim
ay akin ng itatapon
hindi na muli magtatago sa kulimlim
ng kahapon sapagkat ako'y nakaahon
na sa masalimuot na pangyayari noon
We have a blue sky in Ireland
today, according to the news
Boris Johnson is pro the 26, he
has just turned green, officially.
I laid my mattress in
the living-room. And camped out
every day with the shades pulled
down to block out the light

from outside. I ate and ate until
my weight was one-hundred and
seventy-five. I had just miscarried my
baby girl. Her name would have been

Sarah if she came into this world. But
she never made it to her May birthday –
She was taken in a very sober October
when the colors of the leaves shined against

my pale face and barren waist. We died
the same way, taken before we could
consummate, like I did with Jim. And after we had
our fling he died too. Then I turned full-on to

the bottle. My son never made it home
from the hospital. It was too much to bear on anyone –
and this old woman is no longer young. But still
depressed, spending her time in a cold basement

video-taping ******* – *******, ***
and ***** for money. Her poems are just as her
baby girl, son and Jim –
all brain dead. No light has been shed on a one –
if it doesn’t involve a **** or tongue
Losing all faith
in miracles

His wishes went to
live astray

Where hope becomes a
distant cry

Lost memories
—in the wind

(Dreamsleep: September, 2019)
We can be as brittle as broken violin strings or it can show how many hard times we’ve been through....
It can still play beautiful music yet show how much we’ve learned...
Fragmented
Therapy
One or two
Have a void
Between
Me and you
Carrying the weight
Unbalanced
Heavy too
Anxiety attack
Coming through
Darkest moments
Seeing the light
Deep breaths
Closing your eyes
Therapy sessions
Within yourself
Fill the void
Love, love , love
What you feel
Then you will
Be healed
A little girl
has two apples in her hands.
"Can I have one, sweetie?" her mother
asked. The girl looked at the two apples
in her hands and took a bite out of both
of them. The mother tried to hide her
disappointment of what her daughter
had just done. The little girl looks
up at her mother and hands
her one of the apples.

"Here mommy,"
she says,
"This one is sweeter
."
Sometimes things are not the way they look. Don't judge by what you see just on the outside.
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