"Sometimes we gotta go through the pain to experience the happiness."
                                              -D.E.T.

By:D.E.T

Must of thought that I had you
As time flew
I knew
There was never something
In between you and I

I've come to realize that it was all in my head
Maybe I should be dead

Cuz the thought of having is impossible
Yet, impossible
But get's unstoppable
When you are in my brain

I keep on trying to maintain
The pain

But thought of you seems
Flowing and growing

So, I just go around
Searching
******* this silence is burning

But there is no trace just the memories
That won't fade
Cuz when you feel the aches
There ain't

No, median to heal
What you feel

The thought
Of dropping off
My emotions
To the ocean
Ain't gonna work
Cuz it's like a curse
That you gotta learn how to heal it first

But for me ain't working
So, my I should get going busy
Cuz it makes it easy
But doesn't cuz it's all the thoughts
That keep plotting

By:D.E.T

Either set it free
Or watch bleed

Not every story has happy ending
But it's better then know that it was a pretending

Either turn to a chapter
Or watch it capture

Till you can’t walk
Till you are sore,
Yet still smiling
from the thrilling experience,
Till you are sweating pleasure
from every pore.
Till your breath murmurs
my first name with every inhale
Till my voice is the only sound
your ears need to hear.

i would
rest my head on your breast
and listen
Enjoy the sweet tunes composed by
every noted word you harmonize

Tales of your life stories before they became entwined with mine
Narratives about your dreams
About who breaks your glassy heart
And what tickles your eye-ducts
into opening a flood of tears.

an inner world of wishes
she deserves beautiful things,
The Nubian Queen,
Sunflower Child.

~ New-Black-SoUl #NBS

By:D.E.T

Two tears may run down your cheeks
But just know it'll take week's
To heal all the wounds
Cuz that's life rules

So, know when your vision is getting hazy
Because it's  wet and rainy

I'll be there by your side
To fill you up with courage and pride

When you feel lost in the darkness
I'll make sure to open up your curtains so, you can see the sparkles

Glowing and growing

Life is not just about love
Just look up above
In take a closely and look at the star's
You'll see that they also have scars

Cuz they choose to let the scars
Shine because they want to let the pain heal.  
Their scars

The scar of your heart will repair
So, therefore you gotta breathe the air
Cuz that's the medicine for your heart beat

I'll be there
Whenever you feel like you are about to drown
I'll put my hand down
So, you can stand
Again in the sand

I'll be there to show you the way
And show you the sun ray
So, you see that you still have a long path
Won't let your flashbacks
Make you collapse

Cuz that's why I have you as a friend
Or a brother
From another mother
But that's why I'm still here
So, when you shade a tear
I'm here

To heal you
And give an advice
Of not to think it twice
Or thrice

But I'm here
Whenever you shade a tear
Remember I got a door open up
So, whenever you wanna settle down
For a break time
I got you covered

By:D.E.T

She was terrified
But she made up a lie
Telling the world she's fine

What a surprise
That she's still alive
That's what everyone says
But she has already counted the days

Before she fades away
She's gonna breakaway
The cage that she is trap in
She won't let nobody win
Cuz now she is playing hurtin'
So, every time they breathe in

Their going to feel their skin burn
Yeah, is their turn
To payback
Now they are gonna be the ones hiding underneath their mask

When she would cried
They all stepped aside
Acting like her sobs was a piece of music
To click
Play
All the weekends
She would spent on her room to healing the bruises

Now she finds it pointless
Cuz she has noiced
And focuse
That it's worthless
To show her emotions
Cuz she can see
That the people only made her bleed

When she would cried
They all act like here tears where some joke
She choke
As she sow how cruel
This world was yeah it's time to play cool

But this game
Has a list a name
Where you are gonna feel her pain
Yeah, she gonna play it cool

But when she would cried
She stepped aside
And hide
The feelin' felt like she wanted to die
But she took a ride
Where she took
And hook
Her heart
No, her heart no longer feels electrified

Cuz when she would cried
No, one cares if she was terrified