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Antonio Dec 2015
Few things bring joy,
into my dark life.
But one is you,
pulled away to soon.
What will I do
an eternal absence.
Until my head collapses
Antonio Dec 2015
She looked at him,
and with one swift word, denounced him of purpose.
" Im hurt" she whispered, as he backed away
He dropped to his knees and started to pray.
Begging her please to forgive what he'd done.
She rubbed her finger over a bump now attached.
A marking a man can never take back.
Tools hit their wives.
Antonio Dec 2015
Look at this cloud,
and how it hangs high.
How it hangs high diluting my mind.
So dark and so thick, making me sick.
Blocking out vision, while subtracting purpose.
Under the surface, i really am nervous.
When will i die?
Where will we go?
Our path is pre mapped.
Like prints in the snow.
Following where, each must go.
If you come with me, im sure that you'll see
All these great things i know we can be
Your destiny is predetermined. Playing some game until the end.
Antonio Dec 2015
A racing mind, a focused gaze.
Tarnished thoughts, a filthy haze.
Pick me up and dust me off, leave me on the floor.
For i cant look at your eyes anymore.
They make me weak, take my speech.
Remind me of who i used to be.
An optimist, a crazy dreamer.
Not this non believer.
Growth.. take my life, if it resets my age.
Antonio Dec 2015
These marks on my arms, are not scars, but indents from your hair.
Rest your head ill comfort you like warmth in summer air.
Gone in the wind, a blissful haze, a loving gaze from better days.
When they return, come fill your place.
Bring me burdens, bring your pain.
Return you to our hopeful chase.
Aspirations
Antonio Dec 2015
Pull my sleeve as I descend, to my cave my holy den.
Comfort me and make me see there's so much more that I can be. 
impetuous brain, inevitably insane.
When i die what will remain.
A hollow shell an empty name , A calling, unavailing to all days.
Take these bricks  tie them suit
The extra weight will help me lose

Watch as I'm pulled to my abyss
The hollow feel of deaths first kiss.
The final breath of life you'll live.
gone with a gasp it goes so quick.
It's over now... i really quit

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