I've been acting like I'm strong but the truth is I'm losing ground

With tears in my eyes I begged you to stay
You said, "hey man, I love you but no ******* way"

When I felt us fading
I knew it was our last time
I felt our laughs grow weaker
The silence stretch longer
It didn't hurt when you left
As it did the times before
I have come to accept our parting
Although I did think we'd last a bit longer

And when you gaze long enough into the abyss,
The abyss will gaze back into you.

You were the only thing keping me alive


                                                   -g.l.

Night
Dusk
Morning
Evening
Afternoon
Dawn
Night

It's just a repeted cycle going from darkness to light and back to darkness again

I loved you but, you took my love and wrung it dry like a mop.
You got it drenched in all this soapy bubbly water. You squeezed all the water out of it and threw it in some dark dusty closet to dry with no sunlight, no air vents, no nothing besides 4 walls, and a locked door...

My breath reeks of tequila, I don't think I've drank this much in a long time.... All because of you, stupid ******* you....

I went to your game today... The first one I've been to for a while, it was a great game. You guys won and now you are going to bi-district.
     I caught you staring at me a few times, quite a bit actually.... The bus ride home was great, I talked to an old friend, made some new friends too. Everything was fine till I got home, when I got home I was hoping for a text, a call, anything....
     Every car that went down my road I hoped was you, I hoped it was you puling into my driveway to knock on my window and tell me to open the door so you could come in and tell me that you want me back and that you love me.
     But sadly, none of the cars were you...

You'll never know
How much I loved you,
How much I cared.

You'll never know
About my pain,
About my broken heart.

You'll never know
How much I cried,
Just lying on my bed
And thinking of you . . .
kissing her.
                                                                                    -Sonja

I don't know what to think anymore. I don't want to think of anything,  because when I do my thoughts always trail to you. Your skin, your hands, you laugh, you....