I'm sorry........
Breaks down and cries
I'm sorry........
cries even more and pleads for forgiveness
I'm sor-
He stops me and kisses my tears away
"Don't be sorry babe, you have nothing to be sorry for."
*stops crying and walks hand in hand into the bedroom

I wonder what if I'd be your 11:11 wish
Be wanted every night
With hope in your heart
Passion in your skin
Would things be different
If we stop just for a second
To enjoy the moment
Moment of realize what we have

And just like that,
Life was sad again.

moment of sunrise --
only low cloud  .   .   .  someone starts
whispering mysteries  .   .   .

Off on one side in my head. Only
Way to say it. Christmas does it to me
Every time.

I'm dangerous now. Squad don't know
But Inside hardly soldier anymore.  
Standing orders, tactics, kit and all

That stuff replaced by unmilitary                                              
Wondering at the sky,
Or the beauty of the brackets of the forward sight
That frame the blade, the 'I': the part of me
That is my target every time I fire.

Still, my private holiday tomorrow: I will
Close eyes on blinding sand
And wake in chilly splendour of
A Northern wood with bracken underfoot,

And  streams and lichened rocks,
And lowering clouds, a scattering of birds across the wind,
And peace.