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125 · Aug 2020
Sunshower
Z Aug 2020
Sunshower
How can we be together?
I am the sunshine.
You are the storm.
But then you chose me,
and I accepted you.

Together,
We are the Sunshower.
Gloomy yet warm.
Pouring yet calm.
Unexpected.
Rare.

Together,
We are imperfectly perfect
and until now,
the idea of us
still amazes me.
part 2. reply to Contraire
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119 · Feb 2018
GO!
Z Feb 2018
GO!
It started as a dare
A dare to conquer the world
The world that is overflowing with words
Words reflecting oneself.

It turned out to be a good reality
Reality which is so overwhelming
Overwhelming yet so fulfilling
Fulfilling my secret dream.
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117 · Sep 2020
3:04 am
Z Sep 2020
3:04 am
I just don't want to live in this world anymore.
life is unfair. death is the answer
#life #death
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111 · Sep 2018
Beginning
Z Sep 2018
Beginning
Today i begin to write again
Words that i can't say
Actions that i can't express
Begin again.
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111 · Aug 2020
003
Z Aug 2020
003
Pag-ibig mo man ay puno ng pagdududa

Hayaan **** alisin ko ang pangamba

Babalutin kita ng aking pag-ibig

Pananatilihin ka sa aking mga bisig
Para kay E
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106 · Aug 2020
004
Z Aug 2020
004
Araw-araw,

panibagong umaga

Panibagong hamon

sa pagitan nating dalawa

Walang sawa akong babangon

sa bawat umaga

Hanggat alam ko

na ikaw ay kasama
para kay E
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103 · Jul 2020
Meteors
Z Jul 2020
Meteors
You're a fallen
Not an angel from heaven
But a lover from the stars
Given to me
Like a wish come true
#love #wish #stars
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99 · Jul 2020
1:13 am
Z Jul 2020
1:13 am
my heart aches
literally and figuratively
i want to tell you
but you are too busy
ignoring me
words i can't tell her part 7
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96 · Jul 2020
Arrhythmia
Z Jul 2020
Arrhythmia
my heart
it does not beat
like normal hearts do,
but i know for sure
that this peculiar heart of mine
beats just for you.
#love
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94 · Jul 2020
Zombie
Z Jul 2020
Zombie
I'm still alive
I am still breathing
But... Every day
It gets even harder

I used to feel tired
to feel accomplished
But.... Now
I'm just numb

I don't feel anymore
Like a zombie
Wandering the Earth
with a meaningless life
there's nothing that can cure me
#life #numb
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91 · Sep 2020
3:05 AM
Z Sep 2020
3:05 AM
let me tell me you something about colors

silver produces red
red and silver
turns white into black
black brings you yellow
until you end up with blue
suicide
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90 · Apr 2020
Waiting
Z Apr 2020
Waiting
51 hours, 6 minutes
It's only you I can think of

51 hours, 6 minutes
I'm waiting for you to notice me

51 hours, 6 minutes
I want to keep waiting
but it is just so tiring

51 hours, 6 minutes
I'm sad
I'm disappointed
I'm jealous
I'm tired
but I still love you
and I'll keep on waiting
words i can't tell her part 6
#life #love #broken #waiting
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85 · Aug 2020
Kismet
Z Aug 2020
Kismet
We didn't end up together.
I am the sunshine.
You are the storm.
We are the sunshower.
Our memories are rainbow.

We are perfect yet not.
We are equal yet opposite.

But....
You are you,
and I am me.

No matter how we end up
in thousand realities,
I'll keep on dreaming
for there's one thing
I am sure of....

That one day
You and I
will eventually have
our happy ending.
part 4 of Contraire, Sunshower, and Rainbow
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85 · Sep 2020
Save me
Z Sep 2020
Save me
I'm tired
You're urging me
to keep doing it
to keep up
but how can I?
I'm already way too deep
I'm drowning
Save me
words i can't tell her part 10
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82 · Jul 2020
It's Okay
Z Jul 2020
It's Okay
Maybe it's her grumpy side that I fell in love with
Maybe it's her patience, or her whole existence
that made me want to be with her
or maybe it's her "I miss you" that made me stay
Maybe the only reason I stayed is because I love her
I love her that even though it hurts, I keep saying I'll stay

Maybe it breaks me when she only sees the worst in me
Maybe I apologized way too much
Maybe it's her "I'm used to it"
that made me stop doing anything
Maybe the only reason I stayed is because I'm used to it
I'm used to the pain every time she ignores me

Maybe she don't want me anymore
Maybe I'll reach my breaking point
Maybe we need to set each other free
Maybe we are not meant to be with each other's arms
But until that happens, I'll stay
and I'll keep saying "it's okay"
words i can't tell her part 8
#love
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82 · Mar 2020
You
Z Mar 2020
You
The smell of your hair
when you first get out of the shower
The way you rub your eyes in the morning
when you first wake up
All those little things about you
are the reasons the world desrves you

You're made of so much beauty
But it seems that you forgot
when you decided you were defined
by all the things that you're not.

You are not the movies you see
You are not the food you eat
You are not the people you talk to
You are not the clothes you wear
You are not the words you swear
You are neither stupid nor ugly
You are neither too skinny nor too chubby
You are neither too perfect nor a defect
You are not who others want you to be
and you are not going to let anyone label you

Forget about the past
Forget about who you're not
Remember who you love
And feel beauty in your reflection
You are you
You are something much beyond
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72 · Apr 2020
Trying
Z Apr 2020
Trying
I don't understand you anymore
or maybe
we never understood each other at all

Sometimes,
You're as warm as a wool sweater
Sometimes,
You're as cold as the morning breeze
When I don't have time for you,
you get mad
When I exert effort to make time for us,
you ignore me
When I give you enough time,
you feel unsatisfied

I know I'm not perfect
I have the same flaws too
But please know that I'm trying
to be the best that I can be for you

Please don't ignore my I miss you
Please reply to my I love you
Please tell me how your day was
Because all I want is to be noticed by you

It's been a week already
I still feel sad
I still feel disappointed
And I still love you
I always will
poem out of frustration. forgive me.
words i can't tell her part 3
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71 · Sep 2020
006
Z Sep 2020
006
I love you
as much as I loved myself
You love me
the best way you possibly can

But,

I don't love myself anymore
and you?
You just simply can't find reason
to love me anymore
Para kay E
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69 · Apr 2020
Silence
Z Apr 2020
Silence
I
love
you
so
much
it's
breaking
me
to
pieces
words i can't tell her part 5
#love #pain #life
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64 · Apr 2020
Why I write
Z Apr 2020
Why I write
I write...
...because I have no one to play along with when I was young
...because I'm too skinny to play sports when I was on grade school
...because my grandmother gave me a pen and a paper as a birthday gift
...because I want to impress the girl next door
...because I got very ill I need to stay indoors for a whole month
...because I don't want to forget
...because I got my heart broken
...because I miss her a lot
...because there's a lot of things running on my mind
...because my mom loves my poems
...because I'm happy
...because I failed my major subject
...because I'm too bored
...because I got accepted for a job
...to explore all the things I'm afraid of.
...to convey the words I ******* say.
...to help others understand me, to help me understand me.

And I will keep on writing
#life
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63 · Apr 2020
la realtà
Z Apr 2020
la realtà
My eyes are crying
My lips are quivering
My body is shaking
My heart is shattering
My hands are bleeding
My limbs are giving up
My breathe is running out
And all of you are just staring
#reality #life
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62 · Apr 2020
Tired
Z Apr 2020
Tired
With a gasp I wake
Another day I dread
Must I go? Can’t I stay?
I’ll behave I pray

With a crushing disappointment
I got up
to face the day
I want to give up

A smile on my face, I got ready
With a spring on my steps,
I waved eagerly
The mask I wear feels itchy

With my head held down, I arrived
Heard voices I so despise
When will it end, this torment
Or shall I end myself instead?
words i can't tell her part 1
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61 · Apr 2020
04-15-2020
Z Apr 2020
04-15-2020
Today
is
the
worst
15th.
I'm sad.
I'm disappointed.
But I still love you
and I feel like a fool.
words i can't tell her part 2
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59 · Sep 2020
3:03 am
Z Sep 2020
3:03 am
Hello,
Can you promise me one thing?
Please don't forget me.
I told you I won't start with hello
for it always end with goodbye
But I think,
the time has come
Goodbye.
For you
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58 · Aug 2020
002
Z Aug 2020
002
Piliin **** maging masaya

Bumangon ka

Kalimutan ang lungkot

Sa akin ay kumapit

Ililigtas kita mula sa pighati
Para kay E
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56 · Aug 2020
005
Z Aug 2020
005
Mahal Kita

Dalawang salita na tila hindi sapat

Upang bigyang kahulugan itong nadarama

Pagkat walang katumbas pag-ibig sayo sinta
Para kay E
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56 · Aug 2020
Contraire
Z Aug 2020
Contraire
She radiates happiness.
Smiles.
Warmth.
Positivity.
A beautiful sunshine.

And me...

I am filled with sorrow.
Chaotic.
Cold.
Gloomy.
A dark storm.

How can we be together?
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55 · Aug 2020
Tick tock tick tock
Z Aug 2020
Tick tock tick tock
Another Tuesday morning
Woke up from a bad dream
Last night didn't end well
Screams heard from here and there

Got up and checked the clock
Tick tock tick tock
I need to be quick
Don't have time to think

What a way to start my day
Series of unfortunate events
Pile of letters and bills
Unwashed dishes
Broken toaster
Spilled coffee
Disheveled hair
Worn out clothes
Forgotten umbrella
I am running out of time

Road construction ahead
Here I am still stuck in traffic
Tick tock tick tock
I need to start moving
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52 · Aug 2020
001
Z Aug 2020
001
I found you
And it was enough
It was worth it

But it doesn't mean
You have to see me too
Because I don't deserve
Someone as precious as you
Para kay E
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51 · Sep 2020
3:02 am
Z Sep 2020
3:02 am
What's the point of existing when you're not needed anymore?
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50 · Aug 2020
Pluviophile
Z Aug 2020
Pluviophile
Gloomy sky
Deafening silence
It started pouring
I am not sure
Are these rain?
or are these my tears?
Like rain that I can't stop from falling
I can't stop my heart from breaking
But at least this time...
I am no longer alone
Because the clouds are crying with me
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39 · Aug 2020
Warmth
Z Aug 2020
Warmth
Cold.
Rain.
Soup.
Sweaters.
Hot chocolate.
You.
I'm yearning for your warmth.
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