I got up at 6 again
I had to take the trash out
put on another extra couple layers
'fore I dashed out

caught up on some housework
as much I could
and loaded up on carbs
before
I went to cut some wood

I'm tired just thinking about it

and  4 pm just rolled around
I'm trying to find my center
my back feels like its gonna break
my hands are full of splinters

my heart is pounding in my chest
like it's going to explode
but hey, I'll make a couple bucks
and get some cardio

...warm out today

"sunscreen is for *******"

****

I guess I'll never learn
now that the sun is setting
man, I really feel the burn

made my way home, made some dinner
and I made some decent green
and on the way back home
I got myself some Dairy Queen

Possession
Of my mind
Of my heart
Tears of loneliness
Thinking of you
Your rejected love
My rejected thoughts
Of you and I together
Memories of other times
When you would smile at me
And I felt waves of passion
But that day has come and gone
You left me here
To bare the weight of this pain
The longing to see you one last time
The possession of my body and my courage
To hate to love you