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 May 2016
Graff1980
Tonight I am god
My fingers are eternal
Keys that unlock
Your treasure chest
Cause your *******
To rise and fall
In rapid succession
Become your
Pleasurable obsession

Tonight your skin
Is a rubics cube
Ready to be
Played perfectly
Fondled and moved
Positioned till you
Come unglued

Tonight my tongue
Is ambrosia
Nectar of gods
That lashes and licks
The tips of your tips
From your quivering lips
To your quivering lips
Plunging deeper
And deeper into your soul

Tonight my eyes
Will scorch your
Tempestuous soul
Will strip you bare
Of your clothes
And self-control
Will make you squirm
Make you earn
Perfect pleasure

Tonight I am resurrected
Find that familiar flame
And you will burn the same
Sweet supplicant
If you ever forgot the flavor
Of desire and exhausting pleasure
I promise that tonight
You will remember
 May 2016
Graff1980
I am the malcontent
The sentient
Flesh that breeds
The need
To plant my seed
Biochemical
Desire

However,
Beneath the superficial
There is a deeper well
A wanting to wantonly
Wave myself away
From the rational
Mind that I saved
Let myself be swayed
Caught up in the wave

Subsumed under the moon
To touch and be touch
To look at and be seen
To hear and be heard
To love deeply
And see that sea
Of emotions mirrored

To find my poetic partner
And not merely be
Someone she needs
To make it to the next step
I want to be wanted
More than an outlaw poster
But with an illegal passion
Deviant and proper
At the same time

Two bodies of the same mind
Consumed
By the nuclear
Smoking mushroom
That leaves us choking
Till passion is spent
And love is stillness
A sleeping form
That I can keep warm
And safe
 May 2016
Graff1980
Never was a home so horrible
Bitter bile that broke my body
Violence that scarred my soul
Her desire to control
To ravage me with her anger
Little boy in danger
And all I ever wanted
Was peace
 May 2016
Graff1980
It has been years since my heart was open
Might have been an open sore
Or a sore wound bleeding profusely
But it was kind of happy
Dancing in its ignorance

Delusions were feathered pillows
That I rested my head upon
To sleep soundly through the night
Dreaming of hope and love

Now I love to forget hope
Sink deeper into that simmering ***
Boiling at two hundred degrees
Red skin scabbing no heart babbling

About false hope and fake lovers
Maybe one more night will find
That old light
 May 2016
Graff1980
I am the forgotten
Though once needed
When you succeeded
In healing your heart
And finding a new start
You slowly moved apart

Communications lessened
It wasn’t new lesson
I have been the healing port before
Saw my chosen ones search the shore
Headlights so bright
That they blinded me
Moving too fast
But graciously
Away from me
Because they no longer needed
That kind of friend

So I wish them well
While I walk off by myself
Deep into the night
The brave and kindly knight
In shining armor
Rusting from the tears of loneliness
 May 2016
Graff1980
My faith is a wounded soldier
Ragged and bleeding
Sweating and needing
Begging and pleading
To leave this life
Blood soak **** stained
Struggling in vain
To recapture
The rapture
Of an old love

A doctrine
That fit like an old glove
Till the truth
Tore a hole right through
Leaving me
Leaving you
To stew in your delusions
While I eat my enlightenment
Like the bitter vegetable it is
 May 2016
Graff1980
I chased her my lovely dream
Infernal queen of the unseen
Abstract empty black
Crimson and withering
Winter blooming
Years on end

Till I forgot my dear friend
And she found other lovers
A little blond boy,
A couple lost pets
An old man
An old woman
An old friend

She came circling again
Leaving me behind
To make time
While she robbed me blind

Rose petals and ashes
All in the past is
Under the ground

Red robe stained
I chased her less
As I got older
Knowing she
Will come around again
And again till
It is my turn to end
 May 2016
Graff1980
Love is a lie I tell myself
A little joke to poke
A hole to hopefulness
Mostly it’s like an illness

To feel the sickness
Of desire that turns into
Bouts of melancholic
Moody human mildew

The truth is this kiss
Is a token of destruction
Her tokens of affection
Our eternal damnation
That open me up
To more painful stuff
 May 2016
Graff1980
Every ship that seeks a port
Speaks of sport to teach cohorts
Of the hopeful tides

Foaming waters that strive
To touch the ancient shores
Beg and plead
See their sands bleed
Stretched from the seed of need
That we, the children humanity perceive
Finds our dreams deceived
On this vast life filled sea

Alas thee will never be
As free as me
Lay crushed by the vanity
Of this agreed upon reality

Please, let yourself be set free
By my oceanic insanity
 May 2016
Graff1980
I walk quietly into my own damnation
Not fire and brimstone with demons afoot
But the dankest pit fit for a suit of despair

Brisling with a whistling rage
Boiling discontent
With our slow movement
Our lack of improvement

Your grand amusement
Drunken stupidity

What a pity to see
That humanity
Brings out the sorrow in me

Perhaps tomorrow will be
Better
 May 2016
Graff1980
I am fractured
These dream I have
Manufactured
Do not sway
Me away from past grief
Do not lessen
The happy days
We have known
The smiles that were
Softly shown
Glowing
Till death did part
Familial hearts
 May 2016
Graff1980
You don’t need to tempt me
I am your creature
Stallion dalliance
With subservient features
Submissive master
To the master submissive
Dismissive of other affections
All the soul I have
Is yours to steal
Drink at will
Absorbing my essence
Or discarding it as you want
 May 2016
Graff1980
Welcome to the nightshade
The black orchid poison painted
Pain inflamed that calls your name
That dark corner in your memory
Where the little me hides fearfully
Where the bruises come freely
Bleeding easily like raining anger
Red, and wet with regret
Draining the very core
Of who I hoped I’d be
A dream turned into nightmare
Daring to pray darkly with poetry

Welcome to the horror show
Just so you know the tumor
Is not benign it only grows
Absorbing sadness, and tragedy
**** filled and putrid stench
Animals run in fear of it
The creature queer
Who crawls and sneers
Just beneath the thin veneer
Of our once radiant humanity
Welcome to then end
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