How can you feel?
if you don´t feel at all

How can you live
if you don´t live at all

it´s not my fault I´m like this
or is it?

I can´t feel I can´t live my life

I tried everything from singing

to dancing

even doing drugs

but nothing touches my heart

do I even have one?

do I even exist?

Do WE exist?
i hope so

Cause you´re the only thing that makes me feel and be alive

I was in love once
I was in love somehow
but she just destroyed me every time
We crossed throw mountains together,
We broke barriers and barriers,
limits that not everyone can get through,
but
During all of this
She didn´t loved me
She was just there because she had spikes of happiness with me
But she didn´t loved me at all
Not as deep has I loved her,
she love me superficially and loved me because she was afraid
Of losing that one tag called
Boyfriend
so she tried not to lose me...
I was innocent, I loved her so I wasn´t really thinking straight,
cause not thinking straight is really the only true way to love someone,
just something that you feel inside you
and explodes in you
when you see that one true person
you stop
thinking
and just get guided by the feels you have in your heart.
She was not like that
Not now
She had been
But not anymore
Not today, tomorrow or ever again.
This was the day I new what love was
and how it would bring to my life
pure agony and darkness...