O AMOR DE JESUS


Nos corredores do paraíso,
Nas ondas e no vento,
No meu pensamento,
No amor sereno e sem abrigo,
No colar desprotegido,
Nas ilhas de outrora,
No amor de Jesus que sempre ora…

No azul do céu transparente,
No futuro e no presente,
Nos pássaros, nos rios e mar,
Nas formas belas do luar,
No lusco-fusco, na madrugada,
Na veleidade, nos canaviais,
No amor de nossos pais.

Nos lagos adormecidos,
Nos sonhos vividos,
No amor, na compaixão,
No pobre, no bom ladrão.
Existe um amor eterno que me conduz,
O amor do BOM JESUS…
Victor Marques

To choose to listen to the voices in my head or the whisper in my heart.
Blinded by my own hand most of the time.
The roller coaster turned into a merry-go-round.
I knew where I had ended up, but I didn't see the start.
My thoughts are off and running again...

Round and round,
I feel this creeping monster run down my spine and gnaw at my center.
I am terrified of it.
I let it go on forever.

...I finally looked inside and asked,
"What the hell do you want from me?"

"I just want you to know that it's me, which is you.
Just trying to tell you that you need love, that's the truth."

I need to stop crucifying myself to feel alive.
It's selfish.

My heart. Starts. Beating.        
Ferociously                          
Dont you see, I only want you close to me                  
Your words and tone they focus me                    
Transport me back to where I'm supposed to be              
When I truly search inside, its all worth it                    
  Long beyond my skin            
***** surface                       
 My baby, dont you see          
Most amazing thing               
 I feel your soul easily           
 My truest sympathy              
To feel your soul, my ability  
Coincides with my lethargy    
May be why                        
My next idea of what to do    
Is clouded and overrun          
Buried in you                      
Clear the sweat from your brow, wipe it on the bottom of ya shoe                             
 Who ever knew, I could be content, Sittin here jus thinkin bout you?                           
 But I do...                            
Gotta be why I'm so confused
My life a crazy pace             
 Searchin for what to do        
And if I knew that suddenly    
I could have you                  
A brilliant shade of yellow brightens my blue               
 Hazy sky fog lifted                
An amazing hue                  
Mere reflection of                
The life I once knew            
Tho its hard for me to say      
Still it rings true                  
My yellow orange gold red    
Emerges from you                
Connecting me to                
The soul I feel with you