Can anybody hear me?

Is anyone there?

Can you see this?

Will anyone share?

I have so much in my head
That’s been unseen that I’ve said
Feeling alone
Left with these thoughts
That not many people have read

Help me know
That I am not alone
That you are there
The ones who actually care...

In my mind
I have been living
Three separate lives
Simultaneously
Interrogating  the presence of
My individual realization,

In the mirror I am
This voodoo man
He weaves a spell
Turning heaven into hell,
Like the Wild Wild West
Pain, sorrow are his paths
Where He cries everyone’s tears
A vulnerability that’s too real,
His collective realization ,

In the mirror I am
this understanding man
Who lingers in a pathway
That offers solace
A momentarily reprieve
From all that ails him
Where laughter still comes,
My higher realization ,

Then again

In the mirror I am
That man with the wings ,
Where I stay high above all
Turns hell into heaven
Where the light remains lit
In the darkness that is mine.

Sweet magical man
With a magical heart.

In the mirror all at once!

Sometimes,
we see things
clearly when
we close
our eyes.

Sometimes
I really wish that I could just ask God if I can come home now.

My thoughts are scattered on the floor like an unfinished puzzle board
Searching for the right placement of my life letting my voice to be heard
But there’s no sound coming out
I’m standing behind a closed door
Waiting for my wings to grow
When someday, I’ll be heard, and then I can soar
Soar with my imagination and dreams
Being caught up in the web
As my darkness is captured through the tiny strings of my protection that hangs by my bed
The dream catcher of my mind, filtering out the good and bad of my, scattering onto the floor, like an unfinished puzzle board
Searching for the right placement of my life letting my voice to finally be heard...