I'm tired
Not physically
But mentally

I'm tired of becoming anxious
When you don't respond
And I'm left contemplating
All the awful things that could have happened.

I'm tired of not sleeping
Because my brain won't stop racing
Because you told me you weren't ok
Then refused to tell me why.

I'm tired of feeling sick
Because my heart beat won't slow down
Because you tell me there's nothing I can do
To help my best friend

But one thing I will never get tired of is you
The way you make me smile
And the way you make me laugh
And the way you support everything I do.

And I hope one thing above all else
That you won't take my worry to be nagging
That you will keep me in your life
Because I won't be able to handle it
If you get tired of me.

Dreams don't seem to come true,
I found this out because of you,
Life seems so much harder when I'm awake.

My mind slips off to nowhere,
My eyes are caught in a blank stare,
How long do you think this will take?

Cause my mind is caught in another world filled with hopes and lost dreams, I know I'll never have you,
But I might in the mind of another world where no one can hear our screams.

You had a different story everyday,
I watched our love drift away,
And it was clear I couldn't make you stay.

I'm all alone and miserable,
I feel so lost without you,
My heart don't know what to do,
But day by day it cries for you.