Why do i always mumble, i always do, even if i try not to.
I was thinking of how i mumble when i talk to you, and how i sounded last thursday when i asked you to go bowling, you said no[you had an okay excuse]
I am not worried if you like me, I am not worried if i mumbled because non of it matters.
The way you smiled and waved. you looked so happy to see me. your lips curved and your smile exposed your lies and your skills to tell the truth[may you use them wisely]
You asked me to go to the mall. I smiled and nodded, my voice cracked as you gave me butterflies.
Its now 3:00 on a saturday, you messaged me on thursday[it didnt  say the time]
I messaged you today and I'm waiting. I've been waiting. I'll wait, You will never reply.

Do you feel this force, It lives with in us. It lives in the dark.
Lights they blind me.
behold the weariness of my heart,
for forgiveness you could always pray.
Hope the sickness would go away.
Feel the beating until it fades.
Lights they blind me.
wishing that you would stay.
Leave this sorrow until another day.