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  Nov 2014 Chelsea Patton
NitaAnn
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Tears are rolling, chest is heaving, nose is running
Cannot stop the tears from falling
So sad today, the reasons are numerous
Heart is broken
Every time I read those letters
Every time I look at your pictures

That's when I realize
how much I truly miss you

Every time I think about you
I cry for your love

There is nobody else
that I could possibly love more

I'll stay true as long
as i'm with you
I miss you baby come back
It seems like everytime I try to make things better,
they always seem to get worse.

the devil comes in,
and seems to get me every time

But I try to keep on telling myself,
As long as you have faith,
life wont be such a waste.
The devil lives in my head
My demons cling to me like a shadow
I stare in the mirror
the torture of silence around me
With the non stop thoughts in my head
I want to scream but become frozen
As I stare deeper in the mirror
Questioning everything about myself
I hear the laughter get louder
And louder
Yes the devil lives In my head
Looks like he's here to stay
C'mon Devin
Light that joint all your pain will go away
NO!
You know you want to be high
You like being high dont you?
A LITTLE
What are you waiting for?
Bye bye depression
See ya later anxiety
Am I right?
BUT THAT ONLY HELPS
FOR A LITTLE BIT
so what? Light another one up
Take a few swigs of that whiskey
Who needs therapy when you have these things
And me of course
I GUESS SO.....
This is about how I used to use drugs and alcohol to cope with depression and anxiety which was the wrong way to go eventually I got real help and I'm 4 months sober as of now
Ive felt the pain of love
i thought i was too young
but im sure i felt it
you were on my mind all day everyday
all i ever wanted was to be near you
hear your voice
touch your skin
I had fallen in love with you
SO I DECLARED MY LOVE FROM THE ROOF TOP!
....you pushed me
Last night I found myself amazed
By a gnat
A gnat the size of a spec of dust
Contains all the organs
Needed to function
It caused me to think as I do
Is there some life much larger
Than us a higher power?
Possibly something bigger than that
Or smaller than the gnat
The entire universe is a mystery
Why not come up with endless possibilities and thoughts
See the world through my eyes
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