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celey Aug 2015
Gone was the girl who
laughed loudly
smiled widely
and moved freely

Replaced her was the girl who
laughed rarely
smiled falsely
and moved shyly
celey Aug 2015
With your forehead
Pressed against mine
And our fingers intertwined
With nothing but our breaths
Behaving erratically
Its vibrations
Bouncing on the walls
Like the creaky bed we're laying on
And our sweat swirling together
Us becoming one
When you leave me
Tangled in the sheets
I'll miss you, sure
But I can guarantee
To you
I won't come looking
To be left again
That's why I'll forget about you
Even if I'd have to force myself
I'd press my forehead against another
Intertwine my fingers with a stranger
Breathe into someone else's ear
And not hold back
On letting my sweat roll
Onto the person who isn't you's back
I won't hold back
If that means forgetting you
celey Aug 2015
Don't you ever notice
My care is in bits
Now for you've rendered me
Conflicted and now I'm in agony
It's never the same
Because then, that would be lame
I always wonder
Why you never stop to ponder
Over your actions that cause
Me to be lost
celey Jul 2015
I laugh
At things that aren't funny
I cry sad and happy tears
Over things that don't deserve them
I frown
When I should be smiling
And vice versa
I eat ice cream
When it's cold
I have soup
When it's already hot and humid out
Doing these silly things
Might not help
But I like it that way
I'm messed up like that
But you
Oh
**** you
You're the worst kind of messed up
Because you
Kissed me harder
When you wanted to kiss another
Hugged me tight and whispered,
"I'm not ready to give up on you,"
Repeatedly
When you already had
Looked into my eyes
Told me you cared
Even when you didn't
Because you're just that way
Messed up
celey Jul 2015
if your parents yell a lot
mostly at each other
and have you thinking:
why not just break up
because that's how sick
you are of their banter

if your parents are the parents who
have you thinking:
good thing, i'm their kid
if they were another kid's parents,
that kid would've probably
grown up to be a major ***** up.
with how laid back your parents are
but then you must remember
how much of a ***** up you are too
so stop thinking

if your parents still love each other
if they still tease each other
and laugh together
and put up with each other's antics
and prepare coffee while the other
is still fast asleep
but never complains
when they wake up to cold coffee

if your parents kid around a lot
and bully you together sometimes
but also care for you
because though they won't admit it
they love you more than they love
each other,

if your parents always threaten to leave but never really do
then you know they're a keeper
and that they always will be

if you don't understand your parents'
love for each other, know that
that's just how it's supposed to be

if your parents are anything like mine,
i hope you haven't gone mad just yet
know that they're the best thing
that will ever happen to you

and

that you'll most likely
end up finding them
in the person you'd
want to marry.
celey Jul 2015
why not laugh so loud when you can?
why not drink like you've not only got one kidney, since that is the truth?
why not inhale and exhale toxins like it's an actual hobby, if  it'll give you relief?
why not smile as big and bright as you're feeling?
why not do whatever the heck makes you happy and not give a rat's *** about what anyone has to say about it?
because that's how this society was raised.
we were raised to care about our image.
we were raised to do the things we love,
but always always
not the way we want to.
now we've grown up
to be wrong
to be guilty of pleasure
to be ignorant
judgmental
imbeciles
more so than the other generations
but that's only the bad
there are still the beautiful parts
about us
like how we can be united still
how we're all different
how shameless we can get
and how utterly alive we act
only the ugly part of us
is how sometimes
that's just what it is
an act
celey Jul 2015
when my hair gets windswept
and the sky is blue
and the secrets are still kept
i will remember you

when all i have left of you
are these polaroid pictures
i won't feel so gloom
and i'll continue to capture

moments that only we share
to keep me from my despair

to keep me from forgetting you
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