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Dec 2014 Cate

Fire

Dec 2014 Cate

bones

Fire

Do you remember
that midwinter night
the one with ice
in the air
the one that
we burned
until it
turned white
that nobody
else could
stand near
do you remember
the dance of
the slender
flames as they
tortured the cold
when they
were done
you glowed
like the sun's
tongue had been
licking
your soul.

Dec 2014 Cate

Letters to You

Dec 2014 Cate

Madisen Kuhn

Letters to You

It’s been three and a half months since we last spoke,
really spoke, not just guilty hellos
and scattered half-hearted pleas
And it’s not you, it’s never you
it’s me it’s me it’s me,
but you love
me
you love
me
you love
me

And my head has forgotten what it feels like,
but I know my heart is safe with you

Because you’ve never stopped chasing after me
and I’m tired of looking at my feet, telling myself
I’ll be okay without you, trying to navigate
through a thick forest at night,
pretending I don’t have matches at
my fingertips

You are the only thing
that has ever made me feel truly whole

I’m sorry I’ve kept my eyes shut so tight,
but I’m here now and I love you and I miss you

And I don’t want to keep living
like fragments of a person anymore

I’m Yours.

Nov 2014 Cate

He's Not Peter Pan

Nov 2014 Cate

Erenn

He's Not Peter Pan

He was running on air
Jumping on constellations
He's like Peter Pan
Only this Peter is tall and growing
He reached out his hand
And asked her to dance
She wondered why she didn't decline
Strangers that could fly caught her eye

She felt his warm fingers
Their fingers clenched
As he held her hand tightly
They flew above the skies
She felt so alive
Her agonies that she suffered
Gone like it was never there

He suddenly grabbed something
She wondered what it could be
He opened his gentle hands
And the brightest little star glows
Like the northern lights in the vast skies
Like fireworks exploding in a snowglobe

She touched it & she fell
Awoke and disappointed
Her dream didn't last till the end
The boy whose name was not Peter
Might be back in neverland
And the Little Star now vanished
**Only fragments of dreams
That will never cease to exist

I freaking love Peter Pan ever since I was young. I'd always wanted to be like him. I cried when I didn't get the part as Peter in a musical.hha I really wanted to be like him. Not a heartbreaker like him, but to never ever grow up and live in adrventures! So this is my interpretation of him I wrote in a poem:)
Got inspired by one of my friends here.
Orked Saerah. Gave me an idea and inspiration to write this piece.
Not my best work. But I love this one.

#heartbreak #pain #loss #you #suffering #peterpan #disney #neverland

Nov 2014 Cate

Tumble

Nov 2014 Cate

Born

Tumble

When am drunk I go to heaven
When am drunk I can die before I wake
When am drunk the devil came inside
When am drunk I forget about the knife buried deep in my heart
When am drunk am a lonely *******
When am drunk I need to survive
When am drunk your body, *** the berries on your lips

When am drunk I wish for your head on a silver platter
When am drunk I grieve for an exit door
When am drunk I only think about you
When am drunk I carry your sins
When am drunk I would have pulled off your skin
When am drunk I swallowed the fire and fueled the gasoline inside me
When am drunk remember I loved you