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  Mar 2015 CAROLYN BAYNE
Natasha
No one loves me
I'm not worth a single drop of blood

It would be wasted
If you spilt it for me

And dry your tears
For I'm the only one that has to cry

This time,
So there's no use shedding them for me

Sometimes, I wish I knew
How to disappear completely

So no one would remember my voice
Have no memories with me

I feel like life
Would merrily move along

If I were just simply
Gone
                     Gone

    Gone.
The titles also a radiohead song. But it doesnt seem like a bad idea. Erase everyones memories of me and just leave. Fall back into the everlong seas of black unconcious and then hopefully to the end of time- the extraterrestrial, super inconcievable meaning of life. I believe we find it when we die. I dont even know, I dont think anyone loves me so its about that time.
CAROLYN BAYNE Jun 2014
Summer breeze into the trees

Watching the blue sea

Hidden between the gaps and the leaves

Between you and me



Happy faces frolicking in nature

Among the faces of danger

Have no fear

The sunshine is here



Between the waves and the deep blue

Sizzling gaiety anew

Wondering hopelessly

And thinking momentarily



Of the hidden caves

And forgotten slaves

Chances of a better life

Within this chaotic strife



Out from the beach bar

From a hired car

Happiness is all around

And love has set its stand



The party is on the go

While the sun shines its glow

As the cocktails run riot

Within the horses chariots



Tables and chairs

Below stairs

The evening is coming near

And time for good cheer



The music has started

Some have departed

Lots more have arrived

In this heaven abide



The miracle has started

From the warm hearted

Souls of men

In this origin

Only to begin all over

Between the Heath and clover



I will be there

I know you care
CAROLYN BAYNE Feb 2014
WOMEN OF COLOUR
WHAT’S YOUR FLAVOUR
GALLANTLY TRIUMPHANT
EXOTIC COMFORTS
MAN-MADE FIBRES
AS IT TRIGGERS
THE JOY OF THE WORLD
FOR EVERY BOY AND GIRL
WOMEN THAT WOULD SHARE
OF ECLETIC HAIR
LONG OR SHORT
TO SUIT ALSORTS
‘TIS NOT THEIR OWN
FROM SOMEONE ELSE’S HOAN
ENDLESS SPRAYS AND CREAMS
TO MAKE IT SHEEN
FEELING THE FLOW
OF SOMEONE ELSE’S GLOW
ON TO THEIR HEAD
CHANGING IMAGES OF STEAD
IMAGINERY FALSE
JOIN TO THE PULSE
OF THIS SURPLUS ENERGY
AND SYNERGY
FOLLOWING FASHION
ENDLESS CONFUSION
FULL OF EMOTION

TIME TO MAKE A STAND
FORGET ABOUT TOWING THE BAND
BE PROUD OF ONE SELF
NATURALLY, AND NOT ON THE SHELF
WITHIN THE EXISTENCE
AND BEING PERSISTANT
CLAMPERING OFF THE MOTHER SHIP
AND THE WHIPS
CENTURIES OF CONFUSION
ALMOST AN ILLUSION
MOVING FORWARD TO NOW
HOW TIME HAS GROWN
TO BE ACCEPTED
AS TO BE EXPECTED
THE WAY TO BEGIN
LOOKING DEEP WITHIN
TIMES ENDLESS STRUGGLES
AND MOVING BATTLES
THE DREAM IS HERE
IN THE INNERMOST STRASTOSPHERE
BEING PROUD
SAY IT ALOUD
COMING TOGETHER
LIVING NATURAL FOREVER
THE HUMAN BODY
IS NOT SHODDY
IT IS THE ONE LIFE
OF STRIFE
IN AN EVER CHANGING ENTITY
FROM NOW TO ETERNITY
LOOKING TO SYMBOLISM
USING THE WISDOM
TO BE ACCEPTED AS YOU ARE
THE WORLD TRULY CARES

ONE LIFE ONE LOVE

PEACE
CAROLYN BAYNE Nov 2013
A MONOLOGUE

Walking through the path of solitude
Through the busy streets
And the passing tweets
The crowds are hustling
Bustling
Walking by, my head in air
Trying to reach that path
To a solitary stair
Over the bridge I go
Along a narrow road
Turning left with the rows
Upon rows of period houses
In their thousands
I walk past and up the steep hill
To the path of solitude at will
Meandering across from left to right
My solitude has come back to beat the fight
Walking and listening to the birds in the trees
And so it is a gentle breeze
I reached to the top and turn left
A mingle of people surround
As I  walk, listening and watching
Sometimes trotting along the lonely path of solitude
I turn right to a row of more trees
Gathering together amongst the breeze
Along the pathway
The smell of foliage, crisp and clear
All is quiet along the path of solitude
Listening, thinking, observing
The silence in the air
Above and below
Low and behold
So tranquil and bare
On the right, a school, quiet as it may seem
In their classrooms learning a dream
Moving on in my solitude
Viewing from a distance
The rows of vehicles
To and fro
To and fro
Too far away to hear their engines
Too many to mention
My solitude is still with me
Walking amidst the sheltered trees
Me in midst
Like the abyss
Leaving the wooded trees
Turning left to a suburb
Of rows upon rows of semi detached
Still and quiet
As if the world has gone to sleep
Now walking at a steady pace
Saving grace
Vehicles in the driveway
And people coming out
Chatting, laughing
As if in doubt
I take another left
Descending downhill
Cross the road quickly
Streams of vehicles
Moving uneasily
Pace quickens
And the movement thickens
My solitude is disturbed
Unperturbed
Around the corner I go
How would I know?
The right path to true solitude
CAROLYN BAYNE Aug 2013
TREES BLOWING IN THE NIGHT SKY
MELLOWING SLOWLY AS I WALK ON BY
THE GENTLE BREEZE
SUMMER ******
NIGHT LIFE EASING
SOMEWHAT PLEASING
FROM THE SUDDEN PACE
OF MORNING GRACE
THE DAWN HAS PAST
SO FAST
TAKEN FOR GRANTED
TO FIND THE ANSWER
AND THE AROMA OF AIR
STILL AND BARE
FLOWERS HAVE BLOOMED
AS THE DAY TIME LOOMED
UPON BROKEN DREAMS
AS IT SEEMS
HOPE AND FEARS
THROUGHOUT THE YEARS
LINGERING LONGINGLY
EXCEPTIONALLY
TASTE OF THE NIGHT LIFE
AND  SMELL OF  GLADNESS
UNTIL THE END

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