I hate to say it....
But
I'm cutting ties with you,
My muse.

Why does it feel
Like I'm LOST...

Without you near?

I dreamt about you last night.
Oh, how is it possible for you to haunt me even now?

*And why does it seem like I want you too?

Feelings are never what they seem.
Especially if it's "fine".

I have that feeling,
Where all I need to do is cry.

I see you in my dreams
You haunt me every waking moment

I imagine what you'd say if you were here
That we'd laugh about the same things

Make jokes like we used to
Get nothing accomplished like we used to

I imagine you walking in the door
And th  butterflies that erupt in my stomach

Every feeling that we ever encountered
Every advice you ever gave

Oh, how I wish you were here.
My muse