I thought I knew what love was,

Then I fell in love with you,

I can't believe how clueless I was!

My eyes are not a beautiful blue
Or cat like and ****
They have a sorta sad browness about them
They are not often complimented by strangers,and fade away in pictures.

But if your close enough (to my heart) you might see the wild yet sweet look in them.
They have been described as the color of coffee candies
And once in a while someone says that there beautiful
When I look I see them as sad brown Italian like eyes
And once in a while I see them as beautiful too
Because they are filled with love, compassion, experience, and a lust for life!

I have a picture in my pocket
it gets me through the day when I miss you

I start off every morning by kissing it
All morning long, I pull it out and it makes me smile

In the afternoon, I put it on my dashboard as I drive
It makes me the happiest man alive knowing that you are mine

Every evening, I put it under my pillow after I kiss it
All night long, it helps me dream of you

That picture is my life line while we are apart.
Please don't judge me, I'm weak.
I'm weak and I need you,
It's all I have for now.
I cant wait to have you in my arms again. 19

I hate to say brb(be right back)
I hate to say text me anytime
I hate to say goodnight
I really do
Wishing I could stop time
We'll talk everday without saying goodbye

And I wonder if we'll ever meet
*Cause you're on the other side

Eyes are the windows to the soul
You can see where someone has been
How much they have seen
How many times they've been hurt
What they long for

I dream to escape reality
The sadness and the pain
The hurt and the shame
I drift off to a universe of my subconscious creation
And I enjoy my life
My life above the clouds
Away from all the ******* of society

But it seems that my dreams and my reality have melted together
I can no longer tell the difference between the two
Though, I prefer the dream land
My inner desires always come about
No complicated, confusing feelings
I can manipulate this place
There are no limits
No consequences
And that's how I like it
Can I stay?

Sitting
Staring at the night sky
Drinking straight from the bottle because my sorrows are impatient
Another night in
Lonely and dark
My mind wanders
Thoughts of the universe and the insignificance of my presence
One bottle down
I gaze inside hoping to find the answer
What next?
I reach for another bottle and pop it open
All I want now is to fade away
Drift off and pretend I'm happy
I drink
And I drink
And I drink
Until not one drop remains
All in my system
Just the way I like it
And I sink
I wash away and I drift
Into the real world