I’m fearful of reality
and scared of my death
I’m afraid of not speaking
and wasting my breath
and leaving that empty space
inside of my head
to dwell on the fact
that nothing’s been said
and that I’m uneasy
of going off on my own
even if I think
I’m better off alone

From time to time
i often wonder
how far i am
In my plunder

So speak your mind
enlighten me
for how you wish
That i would be

Drowning in a pool of my own thought,
I'm being drained my the ones i love.
The weather's so strange in this draught
I need something to consist of.

I hate myself
            more often than not
so how can I love you,
         when i don't have enough love for two

Let us watch the grass grow
While momentarily forgetting the snow
A few patches here and there
Although they seemingly do not care
It's all starting to melt
my heart, that is, it's something that's felt
Drip, drop, as down goes the days
Turning to puddles while lifting a haze
Shine as the sun may will
Growing brighter with every ****
Gaining beauty with every breath
But every breath brings us closer to death

Can you help me
back out of the void
That calls for me to see
all that is destroyed

Hi old friend
With your time weathered face
And your worn out mind

I was wondering
When I'd see you again
My old friend

Not much has changed
Only the time
And our wearing bodies

I'll still be the same
If I see you again
Until next time

My old friend