I’m fearful of reality
and scared of my death
I’m afraid of not speaking
and wasting my breath
and leaving that empty space
inside of my head
to dwell on the fact
that nothing’s been said
and that I’m uneasy
of going off on my own
even if I think
I’m better off alone

From time to time
i often wonder
how far i am
In my plunder

So speak your mind
enlighten me
for how you wish
That i would be

I swim in a sea of ice
Below frozen waves
Bitter currents entice
Darkness saves
Where silence reigns
Below the surface
Swept up in chains
Light alerts us
To Freedoms cry
It seeks to stray
Into our lonely minds
We fade away
Out of sight
Out of mind
Fading Light
A dying kind

Drowning in a pool of my own thought,
I'm being drained my the ones i love.
The weather's so strange in this draught
I need something to consist of.

I hate myself
            more often than not
so how can I love you,
         when i don't have enough love for two