Misunderstood in a world of the regular

My thoughts stay odd when theirs stay similar
  
Imaginations with more loops and hoops than a circus

They call me weird some call me crazy
In a world of my own

At least here I'm king with citizens spawned from my twisted thoughts

Loved by few understood by none

Still not as lonely as they think

Not insane yet on the brink

A little black angel with thoughts of the light

With dreams of love and everything bright
seeking shelter from day and waiting for night

To dance with demons and beast in a full moon's shadow

Smiles are elusive and love indecisive

They say my thoughts are damaged o unlucky me

The beauty in Loneliness because the crowd is ugly

A smile is but a veil hiding the pain silk garments for the rich do they hide the shame?
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Bored of the land and all on it

Wondering what lies above that above me.

A field of blue with tufts of white like little cushions for gods .

Off to another plane  where the irregular is regular .

May be in the clouds there are no worries .

May be in the clouds there are no fears

A promise of heaven a promise of peace Free of hurt and filled with bliss

Now I envy the dead *** they don't feel

Calmly laying there after a life spent
Souls headed for the clouds

Forever starts where life ends .

Your smile was my escape from a world of torment

your eyes were like portals to a land of bliss I felt like the strongest till I felt your kiss.                                            
shaky kneels and wild thoughts.

though your truth were lies and your words were illusions

a thousand questions  a thousand answers with a million buts

a lonely heart scarred by your bladed tongue I love you but not for long.

The sound of your voice caressing my ears
This I miss
The feel of your tender red lips like the petals of a rose
This I miss
To have you back in my arms again
How I wish
The mistakes I made to lose your tenderness
The tears I caused your gleeful eyes
The pain I caused you can't be explained
The rage I feel losing you can't be contained
I MISS YOU and the joy I felt at the call of your name