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  Apr 2014 Sky
Chalsey Wilder
Go ahead
Wish me dead
I'll wish along with you
You wish to see my throat slit and the blood gushing from my veins
And I wish for a bottle of pills to end my pain
I want to feel my heart beat fast then stop
And you want to feel the warmth of my blood on your hands
So go ahead
Wish me dead
I'll wish along with you
lets just see
what will be
*And hopefully who'll win is me
No one wants to **** me. It's just the other darker side of me that does vs. the lighter but not much lighter side that wants to down the bottle of pills. Sorry if this freaked you out.
  Apr 2014 Sky
Chalsey Wilder
I'll pretend
Once again
That I don't feel bad
I'll pretend that I don't feel anything at all
While I slowly strip my walls that are already empty and stranded
While I quickly rediscover how depressed my soul is and how hollow the hole in my heart is
I'll pretend
Once again
That I'm okay,
but on the inside I don't feel like being here at all
I just want to wallow and listen to music until I have to pretend again or figure out how to end my pain
So I'll pretend
That once again
That I don't feel sad
I'll pretend that nothing hurts me until I wallow again
I pretend a lot lately.
Sky Apr 2014
It seems as if every time I get a foot hold on reality
you come in and knock me over

my eye ***** are gouged from their sockets
my limbs are torn apart
every piece of hair on my body is plucked, one by one
my flesh is skinned

go away, go away
  Apr 2014 Sky
Pushing Daisies
Don't worry darling,
When I push you away,
I promise,
You won't feel a thing.

I'll be the one,
To burn in the fire,
The smoke,
Causing my eyes to sting.

I know it's for the better,
I'm a burden,
Don't you see?

I promise I won't blame you,

Who would want to be around me?
I promise I won't blame you,
I don't have the guts to leave.
Sky Mar 2014
excuse me, excuse me*
haven't you any soul
I've been sitting 'round waiting all night for you to show

excuses, excuses
that's all I ever hear
"Im sorry I slept in, please forgive me dear"

i'm done, i'm done
you are definitely forgiven,
but totally forgotten, thanks for the lesson
Black sheep tune to this poem
Sky Mar 2014
He wallowed in his own filth of existence
All while realizing he was going to hell

Lucifer had already began to squeeze the life out of him
Both hands wrapped so tightly around his neck, simply daring him to scream for help

The devil gorged his legs open and drained every ounce of blood he had in him

The light died from his eyes as he sank to the floor
...oh so limp...
And his soul was already in hell
But it was too late for redemption
Sky Mar 2014
I don't know what you hear
In that pretty little head
Of yours
When I speak words of encouragement

I cannot bare to hear you screech
Those awful sentences in my face

I've not been so stressed in a years time
Not since I tried to take my own life

Your words do not just leave scars
That will not heal
They leave gashes engraved in my skin
***** is carved in scarlet letters from your razored spit slicing through my veins

Your words have edges sharp as claws that dig under my skin and live within my blood

They send electric shocks through my body
They hurt so fiercely, I want to bleed out to make it stop

I cannot bare to have your words crush my skull any longer

Oh, dear Katelynn, how does your pretty little mind perceive the words I've spoken to you?
This is about the girl who lives with me. I cannot take her selfish words crushing me any longer, but she continues
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