Silence
the   blood    rushing    in   my   ear
sitting  so   still
my   silent    heartbeat    rocks    me    gently
reminding    me   i'm   still   here
for   a   single   moment    my   mind   stills   briefly
and      focuses     on      a     single     moment     of       Silence

I‘ll wait,
I‘ll wait for that morning
My mind not filled with you
For that evening
Not thinking about you
Till only a memory is left
Only a little piece hidden
And till then
Till then I‘ll be fine.

I catch myself
Skipping the songs I can't listen to
The ones
That ship me too close back to you

With the rain and the cold
I let you go
Out of my mind and my soul
Knowing, us not being where I want
But knowing
Our hearts will become
The best version of ourselves
When we reached the place
We belong

My dear
You made me blind
Am I crazy to still believe
You are one of a kind?
I lost the sight
Can't express the feelings I feel
But maybe this
Will be a good start for relieve
I let you go
Out of my mind and my soul
Before I drown
In the deep water of love and desire