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Bella-Lee Aug 2019
I don't want to be here,
Can you see.
Can't hold back the tears,
It burns.
I'm torn apart again,
I'm broken.
My smile has faded,
It hurts.
To pretend another day,
I'm fineeeeeee.
Im just publishing from my secret stash of poems
Hope yo guys like
Bella-Lee Aug 2019
I need you to know...
You are amazing,
You are smart.
You are caring,
You are worth it.
You are adorable.
And no...
You aren't useless.
You aren't horrible,
You aren't worthless.
I love you...
And yes...
Even when you're sad too.
You are my everything now,
I need you to know...
I never want you to feel down.
Bella-Lee Aug 2019
It's the job,
Its the friends.
Oh so thats why youre such a ***?
This just a means to old ends.
It's the family,
Its the money,
So that's the reason for your stupidity?
Everything just seems so funny.
It's me?
No, it's you.
Well if you'll leave me be?
I'll be happier, that's one thing true.
Bella-Lee Aug 2019
:)
Your dull but bright light blinds me.
Your smile inhibiting my vision, don't you see?
I don't know where to being,
But my heart deep within.
Unlock my happiness, you are the key.
Bella-Lee Aug 2019
I hate how some of my poems,
Get read less than others.
Even when my over all pain,
And suffering smothers.
It seems the most real,
Poems I write my feeling covers.
Bella-Lee Aug 2019
Sunday,
Today, I'm just going to say hey...
Nope,
He'll say hey back, I hope...
F**k,
Told him I think he's cute...
Thanks,
Is all I get back...
Why do I lack,
All the confidence everyone has...?
Honest I hate my anxiety, he probably has a girlfriend
Bella-Lee Aug 2019
Don't you dare do it,
You better not go through with it;
Not one little slit.

Don't you dare leave me,
I know it hurts so so much;
I care for you please see.

Suicide is not an option,
I know you have depression;
Just let me help alittle.

Just know if the sun
Sets again today, you always know;
The moon will rise again...
Just like tomorrow...
My friends go through tough times and it hurts to see them even tell me they are considering giving up because there is nothing left to live for and that no one will care. One of my good long distance friends told me they were considering it and I broke down in tears... I never want this to have anything like this happen to anyone... And I definitely don't want to lay up at night feeling like I didn't do enough to stop it from happening... there will always be someone for you and if not, I will always be here for everyone and anyone... Please spread love and positivity, a wise man I met once told me that if the sun still sets, the moon will still rise so live for tomorrow... Don't leave, don't you dare give up. Just like the sun you will come down but you will always rise again tomorrow. You are you, tomorrow you will be new.
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