How long will i be sad?
how long will i cry?
Tho i cried a river.

How long will i fake a smile?
how long will i pretend everything's okay?
Tho i got hurt and cuts on the inside.

How long will this lasts?

To be honest,
everytime you did those 'i-will-hide-my-feelings' thing,
it doesn't work at all.

On your scarred face,
on your thick lips,
on your face skin,
i can read your feelings, all of them,
and yet,
i still got hurt.

will you ever stop?
stop harassing my poor heart,
stop torture my poor mind.

i've hurt enough.

Is that your voice?

Bcs i hear melodies right when your lips tongues start moving.

Now that we are done,
I know my feelings aren't gone.
It will still **** me like what you did,
I know I will cry again just like a kid.

if being an adult means doing what you've always done
even though the alternative is better
forgive me, I won't join you.

I love you
             The way
       the sun
Loves
          the moon

Never together

       At a distance

              Always and *forever