Everyone's nightmare :

1. got left behind
2. "we need to talk"
3. not being pretty/handsome
4. breakups

I dont know...

if im having this fever bcs i miss you too much,
or maybe bcs i hate you too much,
or maybe i cant handle no more this pain,
or maybe bcs im too overthinking,
or maybe i know this is the end of everything.

I dont know.

It's okay to cry.
Cry a river if you have to.
Cry if it helps you to breathe again.

Her mind,
filled with ocean of thoughts,
plays thousands of flashbacks,
creates thousands of thinking,
made up thousands of doubts,
decides thousands of decisions.

She keeps staring at those blank spaces,
She knew she has lost in those spaces,
But she does not feel scared,
Bcs it is the only spaces that gave her peace,
and
She decides to stay in it as long as she wants,
Maybe wish to be lost in it forever.