her eyes are round like orbs, 

they are hazel lile the nut.

her hair is golden and wavy, 

however it is not thin. 

her face is a little round 

and her cheeks are a little chubby

always flushed like roses

her lips are plump like cherries

her body has curves like an hourglass 

her ******* are round and beautiful 

and her *******, the same color of her lips,

are like little peaks

her beautiful body is what makes

me love her, however

her personality is what counts. 


9/20/2018

Still got your things hanging on my wall.
Still got your things laying on my bed.
Sometimes I even hear your voice in my head.
And I still have your notes you ever sent to me.
I remember all the things you've said to me.
The good and the bad.
But what I remember the most is the memories we once had.

Even though you broke my heart many times.
I still ******* love you and care about you.
I miss you.
A whole ******* lot.

I'm ******* crying.
And don't you see?
Open your eyes for me.
Give me some attention.

Do you not care?
What happened??
You're too busy for me now.
Does that not bother you?

Do i not matter to you anymore?
Was I a game to you?
Do you not love me anymore?
Don't even bother anymore.

Of course I don't matter.
I'm nothing to you.
I warned you that I'd be nothing to you.
But you didn't listen and I have to pay for it.

How could you love me when I'm so broken?
How could anyone love me when I'm this...
Broken? I've tried to be positive but,
It comes out negative. I know you don't,
Like it, but it's part of me. Part of who 
I am. I try baby, I really do.
Babe, it gets better when I think of you. 
You need to except it, because it's true.
I promise I'll be here for you whenever. 
I don't lie, because I can't lie to you. 
It would cause me great pain if I do lie. 
You only bring positivity but,
Sometimes you just gotta be negative. 
It's okay, you bring the positive ****
Out of me, and I ******* love it babe. 
Don't say you **** up because you don't, love. 
I love you so much my precious angel.

Tell me why
I feel so tired,
when in fact,
I haven’t really
done
a thing.