they say to love like your here,
forget the world when it brings tears
watch the sun rise
dance in the rain,
but when my heart beats without you here
its not the same
its faint and it skips
there are parts you are supposed to chip in
and when i dance i get bruises
for you're not there to catch me.
but i'm glad i feel this way.
cause when you are finally here
i forget the rest.

roses are read
violets are blown
those words you write
draw my soul here to you

Weeping willow sways

in the gentle autumn breeze

watching life pass by.

Despite the suns efforts to shine,
The cold from within has a claim over my skin,
It sips through my pores and hovers over me like a protective layer,

It doesn’t protect me.
I'm but a vessel, a cup, an urn, beautifully moulded,
But never will I amount to that which I hold.

The ghost of me wants to escape the future and be one with me.
To silence me

The sun shows signs of cracking as if it were a wall painting
I begin to realise I am trapped in a frame,
Someone’s depiction of gloom…

I can have no emotion,
I only stir it up for you
You who sees me…
You know wants to know me…
You who's been cold under the blazing sun

I've been here a while,
I've tried to fall in love,
After all nothing worth something comes easy,
But the grass is greener on the lawn next door,
and my mind takes vacation when we are left alone,
I thought I picked you for forever, but its like a dice I rolled
'Cause instead of forever, the sands of time are pouring through the hour glass,
And I'm not speechless because you take my breath away,
I just can't lie, No, I won't give you hope..
because when the time runs out, I went to follow it out the door...
Find my self and my living too.