I keep getting pulled in many directions, I don't know what to do or say but right now I take it day by day
Everyone's emotions are running wild, but in this equation is a little child
A mother two daughters and a husband of course
have lost so much but I keep beating a dead horse
Many people are so generous and nice
But some people are greedy and don't think about the price
The price of ruining your family and turning your backs, open your eyes and come face to face with the facts
Things were lost but it wasn't just you
Yes it was 42 years but they lost everything too

Our first kiss, in the back of your truck
The Ferris wheel lights shining bright
You leaned in and risked it all
Whoever knew that I would fall
Fall in love with my best friend
My stomach was full of butterflies
As you gazed into my hazel eyes
Who knew this was the beginning of our life
That we will grow old together until the end of time.

Happiness is all around
Time is turned upside down
Love is everlasting space
When I'm in your warm embrace

Sleepless nights, long nights
Praying and hoping for a donor
A kidney was needed for a young man
To help be feel human and strong again
One phone call was all it took, for an angel to give just one look
In a blink of an eye, all will change
But for the better with the help of Gods grace
An angel has been sent down from heaven above
To shine positive light on someone who needed it most
We call it our Christmas miracle for a loving son
For soon he will have a new kidney and can forever have fun.

My heart drops deep down in my stomach
I hear the news and I collapse
The damage is done and there's no turning back
But now our lives are on the right track
We embark on a new journey and restart our lives
All things so precious went right before our eyes
We build a new staircase and walk to the top
We all have eachother so nothing much was lost.

My eyes have cried to many tears
I've felt like I've lost you over the years
I look to the sky for the guiding light
To hope one day you'll be in sight
The ocean waves came crashing down
I stand alone without a sound
The stars above shine so bright
I make a wish, I close my eyesI see you there right by my side

Behind these eyes are a world of sadness
A world of fears and doubts
I laugh and smile to hide my true self
From of world of discrimination
The world can't be changed but I can change myself.