Water drips down walls
Rain plummets from the clouds
The trails of walking go forward.
Coffee steam floats up
The world spins side to side around
These are all extraordinary forces of nature underwritten, just like you.

Deranged and evil that's what you are.
You've spit in my face and murdered my heart.
You slice me right open, you shoot me down
I am just trying to live the best I know how
But you won't allow that, you just want to **** me over and over again

When I was young i never drank coffee I worried about my health. Coffee was bitter, and I needed to take care of myself for you.  But after you left me high and dry, I lived off of coffee and late night drives to the cemetery. I wrote till my fingers bled. For you. I find inspiration in the bitter taste of coffee because I realize now I am only safe in the bitterness of coffee, in the bitterness of myself. I used to make myself eat at least three times a day, and drink lots of water. I stopped doing that once I tasted the lies you fed me. I eat when I'm hungry now, and I drink coffee and high fructose drinks. I've lost weight and I hate standing up. I won't say this is all your fault, because that would be a villainous lie. The truth is that you forced me to want to live with myself and now that you're gone I can't live right.

It's not the fact that I can't hold your hand or call you and I united anymore. It's the fact that you stopped down to the dirtiest level of low and you dropped me and broke me like all the evil men in my life have, I had such respect for you I thought you were better than this but I've been proven wrong once again
12:59 the time is dragging by and digging it's nails into the ground to stop itself but I'm so miserable I now am free and have no excuse to hide behind for why I have bags under my eyes I no longer have an excuse as to why I can't eat anymore something in the pit of my being is demented and damaged but you never stuck around long enough to see it and I hate how I actually knocked down the strong wall to let you in only for you to never cross the line and dash the other way.

I'm crushin on you and it's crushin me I sound like a school girl when I say crush but that's what you do to my heart is do anything to be able to touch you and see the look in your eyes when I make you smile I just want to hold your hand I want to kiss your lips and kiss your neck and I want to feel the "motion of your ocean" I want to see all the good parts of you I want to see all the bad parts of you I want to see the gold I want to see the black I want I want I want to know what you want I want to fulfill your wants and needs and if do anything to be around you

You make me dizzy running circles around my head I could get sick but that would ruin the taste you leave in my mouth after a day of my tastebuds rotting away with me. I'm a soon to be corpse you are a blooming flower. We are polar opposites but ******* it if I don't want you around. All I want is to please you and make you feel surrounded by support and my love. I get so jealous when you pay your love to others I want it all for myself. I know that seems selfish but I can't help myself you're a ******* work of art and you could cost all the money in the world for all your value stuffed inside you. You're something that I want to carry around like a charm.

You're gay for emma, I'm gay for you
You're a beacon of sunshine on a rainy day
You're so awesome in every way, I swear that the clouds run from you
Don't confuse that as an insult it's a rare thing and something to be treasured
You're such a rare gift you can't be bought in any store you can't be found in any exotic or foreign place on earth
You're a spark that could light the fire of change