what if i live out every dream i have? what if it's everything i hope for and then some? i hope i find majority of my wants in the same places i find what i needed.

of course i'm scared. of course i have an ample amount of fears. but i will have to face them all someday. no one can live in a nightmare just as much as they can survive a dream.

...then one day, while staring at the divested tree down the street and the decrepit rose bush in my garden whose bodies embroidered the sunset, I realized I was here.