you're so smooth and i'm so rough
all of these rough edges will cut someone one day
and i won't be alive to help stitch them up

I've fallen for you.
This strange new feeling inside.
Unrequited love.

I disguise
And I will lie
And I will take my precious time
As the days spent away
As I stand in line
And I die as I wait as I wait on my crime
And I'll try to delay what you make of my life
But I don't want your way,
I want mine
I'm dying and trying
But believe me I'm fine
But I'm lying,
I'm so very far from fine

And I can feel the pull begin
I feel my conscience wearing thin
And my skin
It will start to break up and fall apart

I don't wanna fall or fall away
I don't wanna fall or fall away
I'll keep the lights on in this place
'Cause I don't wanna fall or fall away

i did the best i could,
for who i was,
at the time.