When I first felt used,
My light and warmth abused,
By grips mostly loose,
I was three years younger than you.
But getting better ain’t forgetting
And I’ve got no right to complain,
I volunteered this body, this heart
To be set ablaze.
Carved by my grandmothers,
Hollywood lit my fire.
The kiss of an Irish boy by the bay
Sent me on my way.
Now I need to be needed
Until they need me too much.
Then they turn me black and blue
And call it love.
I didn’t know love needed
So much blood.
Now I’m growing up.
At 26, I still don’t know love
That you don’t need to beg for,
You don’t need to bleed for,
And you’ll never be too much.
I still don’t know what it feels like
Not to flinch at the first touch.
I know it might never come,
But with you it was close enough.
I didn’t know love needed,
So much blood.