I've become so sick
Of being walked on.
I was once told vulnerability
Isn't weakness.
But now I'm trying to figure out
Why am I so weak?

You'll see your fault eventually
maybe a year
maybe an hour
but all you see for now
is a missed call at **6:50

i feel a pain called depression, not sadness.

with sadness you feel as though something will help you get past the emotion.
You feel like you need to purge your mind of this feeling

with depression you know nothing can pull from its invasive magnetism.
nothing will ever save your mind as it eats itself away.
with depression *you feel nothing