she hates me.
she doesn't know me.
she took him away.

her eyes are brown but they're tinted green with the scales of the monster that lurks beneath.

her fingernails are short but they grow sharp into claws and take him away from me because of the green monster that lurks in her fingertips.

her words are sweet but they cut me with the teeth of the green scaled monster that inhabits her tongue.

and he lets her.
and he lets her.
and he lets her.

from the mind it flows
traveling through my veins
down my bones.
every part of me rages
for comfort and ignorance.
I erupt,
my emotions drain
oh I wish
I wish I cared less.

A green eyed monster within,
in behaviour satan's akin.
Other's possessions are his attraction,
flies on wings of dissatisfaction.
Hopes more for other's loss than his gain,
can take ugliest of forms without constraint.

In my perfect world you're happy with me. When i picture it, it's all heavenly. But this fairytale is just a story, see? Life is such an unpredictable dream.

You like girls with blonde hair.
Whether she is a natural blonde or a wanna be blonde. You like em
Its a shame im a brunette bc i wanted you to like me and not her
For me to make you happy like she does
I hate that im not her and she's not me
If i could get a second chance, i would try so hard to be the girl everyone wants, but make them jealous bc i want you.
All i want is you and i cant have that.
Youre happy now and i could never do that.
I miss you like crazy.
Im just soo soo sorry