You are my savior.
My reason I still live.
My reason for being here.
My reason I've not disappeared.

You’re my best friend.
I love you so much.
If you look in the mirror,
You’ll see my favorite person.

We've only known each other
For over a year.
It feels like forever,
Seeing how close we've gotten.

Would you lay with me and forget the world?
Would you take a bullet for me?
Would you cry along side me?
What would you do if we had to say good-bye?

I miss the sound of your voice.
I wanna feel the touch of your skin.
Watch you smile like a *****.
When I do something cute.

You’ll make me blush.
You’ll make me smile.
You’ll hold me close,
Even if its just for a while.

You are everything,
To me and more.
I’d pretty much die,
If you walked out the door.

I’d be so lost.
So alone and confused.
I’d blame myself for it,
Even if it wasn't my fault all.
I’m surprise I’m writing so much.
But you’re just that special.
To have me pretty much write a book.
To tell you how much you mean to me.

I’d want you to be my last friend.
My last dance
My last hug.
My last kiss.

When I’m on my death bed.
I want you to be there.
So I’m not alone,
Going through that fear.

Our hands together.
My last breath on your cheek.
As you’d cry a single tear.
And my face goes pale.

I’d wish for you to be strong.
Let me be the strength in you.
Like you’re the strength in me.

My handsome sweet wolf.
A true friend to me.
My amazing lil Aikin.
My protective Dommikinz.

My loving twin.
You will always be my savior.
Til the very end.

Itdoesn't matterwhat I do
Nothing seems to go right
I'm so ******* stupid
I write to get rid of everything
But I upset the greatest guy ever
He's my best friend
It kills me seeing
That I made him disappointed
I just want to curl in a ball
And cry, try to
Turn back time
So I could've never hurt him
Im sorry, I love you
I never picked up a blade
Please believe me
Your my reason
Why I stayed,
Why I was strong,
Why I fought,
Why I dreamed at night,
Instead of fallingin the dark.

I wish I could hug you tight,
And say Im sorry to your face
But we're so far apart
So Im sorry between this space

I never meant to make him jealous.
I never meant to be a flirt.

Im scared to tell him the truth.
Im scared he'll leave me in the dirt

Last night I skyped with him and his friend
I'm talkin to his bud

I tell him he's right.
About me liking my bestie.

First day I met him.
I fell hard.

I never told him.
I didn't want to **** up our friendship.

He's just the sweetest guy i've ever met.
He's just so smart,
And talented,
And funny.

He's the only guy,
I've ever been really attracted too.

NONE of my ex's compare even close to him.

Now I gotta find the guts.
To tell him my secret.

She goes over to him and curls up around his feet

he spreads his wings and folds them gentle around her small body
rest now *** I've got you

looks up at him and blinks her big blue eyes
teehee
an evil grin spreads across her face

he looks down at her with his eyebrow raised
Whaaaaat are you doing?

she suddenly pounces on him and starts batting at his wings squeaking as she does

A shrill screeches rings through the air as he lifts off the ground and shoot up into the night sky

She clings to his back with her claws ears flat agaisnt her head
looking around she realizes something
*** I'M FLLLLLYYYYING
Weeeeeeee


Falls off the Bed Laughing
Dear Goddess, panda  you are just a freaking goofball.

smiles wide at him*
I know

^-^

Met this new "kid"
He seems pretty cool

Have only known him for about...
Maybe 3-4 hours

Got great writing
At least I see

Seems a lil on the shy side
Think its kinda cute..

No im not crushing on him
He just seems like he could be a great friend

Maybe he will
We shall see

Its all up to him
And what he thinks of me

I know im not great
And **** being perfect

Im just someone that cares
And will tell you how it is

Im honest as I can be

~Devilgirlzdream~

I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU!
YOU'RE AN *******
A MAN *****
JUST GO TO ******* HELL

YOU BROKE MY HEART
SHATTERED IT TO PIECES
NOW YOU'RE WITH SOMEONE NEW

YOU BROKE UP WITH ME
LAST NIGHT
NOT EVEN 24 HOURS!

I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY WITH YOURSELF
CAUSE I'LL BE DYING
AND GOING TO HELL

I try to text my love,
Your busy.

I try to text my twin,
Your busy,

I try to do something right,
I fail.

I try to make up my mind,
Life disappears.

Everyone has some where to go,
Not me.

Everyone has some one to be,
Not me.

They all have something to do,
Not me.

What do I see in the mirror?
A stranger to be.

I don't know what to do with my life.
I don't know who to be.

You both text me back.
Saying you're happy I'm me.

I don't know what you guys see.
Im just a waste of time.

You tell me to knock it off.
But I think you're just blind.

You both need to see who I can really be.
A monster, a *****, nothing that great to see.

You say you love me.
Is it really true?

If you believe in me,
Then I have to believe in you.