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Even through this darkness, I keep pushing toward the finish Line.
Knowing that you are on the other side, I shall not give up on it.
For you have made such a difference in my Life since I found you.
Even though I might still suffer here on the earth right now Lord.
Still I know that without you, things would be a lot worse here.
So I am and shall remain really Grateful for all that you have done.
Even while the tears of pain fall down my cheeks, here on the earth.
Still I know that it's happening to every one as well here on the earth.
For this is the time of sorrow for those whom live here on the earth.
So I shall remember that you are indeed always Good to us my Lord.
I shall remain Grateful, because there is so much good in my Life.
That shall always outweigh the Lonely Feeling deep within me now.
As I sing Praises unto you always my Loving Savior and God.
For I know this heavy depression shall not always cover me Lord.
 Jun 2018 Ahmad Cox
Lillian May
I miss the me I was as a child
carefree, joyful, worry-less, and wild
barefoot in grass and everything new
a world so exciting
I was guided through.
I miss the child in all of us.

I miss the me I was in adolescence
against the idea of acquiescence
standing tall and finding myself
a world so frightening
but being confident as well.
I miss when from life we'd all rebel.

I miss the me I have not yet been
lying ahead, in wait, with a grin
for the me then will laugh, raise a brow,
and miss the me that I am now.
 Jun 2018 Ahmad Cox
Speaking Eyes
Sometimes even though I think I've healed
those scars still hurt.

Even all the happy days I have
some memory sticks its poison
and I die a little again

Even now I´m in love, with all my heart
and this love is wonderful!
Although I feel loved in body and soul
this pain manages to reach me
and plucks my wings a little.

Is part of healing, right?
Die from time to time
agonize with some anguish
that… an old wish, one very rooted in our soul
take away our peace, erase our smile

Is part of healing, right?
And it takes time…
it really takes time…

And I think that from now on
my life is going to be the most similar as I had dreamed.
I woke up and that there's no reason to be blind again

But… even all...
and as happy as I can be
there are some things that always will hurt…

I think there's not enough time to them to stop hurting,
because is not possible to erase in the map of our soul,
something that we wished from our core

Lets see…
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