we both have something in the care of our hands
but we will never share,
because somebody is a little too selfish,
It's either you or i,
and am not close to sure who?
if only that river kiss becomes nothing in that dream
and becomes something in this reality we are so fearful off
somebody got to be responsible for breaking this wall,
that we both had part in building,
I don't know about you, but i want it down
I'm grateful for the sunshine,
but i am waiting to enjoy it with you
the flowers are still blooming in my heart,
and I'm not ready to let them wither,
but when time decides later, they will wither on their own
Its been too long and nothing seemed to change,
just more sleepless nights and more day time fantasies,
midnight and daytime fantasies that are too good for reality
I'm curious to how far you've hold up,
because years have gone by here and again,
And this is how far I've come...
I've fallen a little deeper, a little too much everyday
In my memory only stayed smiles and sweet laughters of love,
that we rejected to acknowledge
I still wonder why we put up the walls?
be it that we have the same stories that we never shared?
I think felled a little more, a little too much for love that never arrived
I'm afraid to let go of my butterflies,
because i'm afraid i might never get the same kinds from anyone
I'm keeping my garden flowerful, colorful and bloomy for a love that might never arrive!

I've never stopped wondering since that summer
the summer you implied i was less
less than you, less than an average person, less than everything
i put forth my foot with love
but you took a step back
i never will know why, but i have assumptions to why
could have been you saw my short comings
more than you saw the human in me
i always wonder how the heart recovers to love again
when its been once or twice or more shredded to pieces
summer is a season i no-longer wait upon
particularly June,
because it reminds me of the day love told me i was less
and so one year past
the send went by
the third went along,
and an image and a word remained engraved

you said hello to her once, the very first time you met her,
and then something got over you and you never made it to be her friend,
she then decided to try and be your friend instead of you trying,
but even then, she failed because you weren't willing, it seems,
and so something beautifully breathtaking fell apart without creation
because you decided to become a cowardly lover who fed on other people's idea of what love is and so your lover walked away with your beautiful flowers that lit up with face when she smiles
and so because you wanted to be the Cinderella, you lost the princess
but then again you couldn't realized because you fed yourself surmises
that convinced you to be divine over her,
at least she tried it all, till her last goodbye,
which you failed to show up for, it was then she knew not to turn back,
and so you ended the story that could have lasted a lifetime of double heartbeats, just because you allowed people to make you a cowardly lover that you weren't to begin with,
and so to your dust, you will always remember her last traces that she left behind for you, if any.

some day i will be the one to say no
i don't care if i was ever somebody to you
all i know is am somebody to myself
i will be somebody to somebody some days when time comes
i will never regret letting you be
i may have said something that drives you crazy every night
and i will never be sorry for that
admit one way or another
i still make you smile somehow
i don't like you, but i don't hate you
you claim to be hurt, sorry that wasn't my intention
i don't know if this is a poem or lyrics
but either way let it be, just one way to deliver a message
i don't resent you, but rather i pity you
i hope you don't resent me too in any way
you reminded me of the principle that,
not everyone in life will like you
or fall in-love with you
or be your friend
or be your enemy

this is time of my life
let me laugh
let me cry
i can go, i can stay
i deserve to smile
so do you
so whaterver we do
lets not ever cross each other's paths
dont take achance
life have never been so amazing
i guess  we can't wait for happiness
we have to live it
let me run
oh let me run
i will say i love you
be it a million times
i may not like you
but i will never hate you
do i make sense to you
my randomness is part of me
that's why you should never mind me
i always appreciate tea with no sugar
coz someone somewhere
has no sugar nor the tea
at the end of the day
i was given life
my own voice is all i ca listen to
i have no reasons
i'd like to keep it that way
i followed my shadow
it wasn't so bad after all
i have been the happy one all along
how could i not know.

I gat to find away to say am busy
Everyday is just another day to say good morning
Another day to smile
Another day to laugh
Another day to live
Rise with the sun
Shine with the stars
Sing with the birds
Grow with the trees
Time is indeed not enough
Above all the names
Your name is the only magic
As I am looking out the window,
I don't know how far the future is
But what I do know is,
Am in the present,  and I have it all
Some times time flies
Some times time stops
But either way,
It's worth experiencing life in every direction
Knowledge,  intelligence,  kindness, wiseness,  struggles, happiness,  hardship
And other facts you name
If we don't let ourselves experience
We won't know where to step in life
A hundred years from naw
May be these words  will turn around one person's life
That's why we should always share our knowledge even without knowledge

just a garden of flowers
fresh cool air of new spring
Nature is hard to describe
but the feeling is easy and natural to take in
the blooming of flowers
the sound of bees
the scent of flowers
the smell of grass
the presents of trees
the flow of water in the river
beauty inside beauty is what i call it
you walk down the sidewalk
the clean wind blow into your hair
i get happy over all these
i dont know about you
happy to feel the presents of nature
that's why we should mind
how we live to no harm our nature
i appreciate the enthusiasm that
the birds add to the nature
if i could understand the language of birds
i could sing along with them.