I learned that sometimes it's worthy to let it all out, because if it were something that was eating you, it will stop eating you if you let it out.

****** I don't care about the outcomes,  I just dive in.

Two weeks in you said
"I love you"
Saying you love me now is watching the first five minutes of a movie and claiming it's your favorite.
You haven't learned the plot yet

As the words escaped my lips, you found my truth

my name is pamela
i was once lost in the woods
as i walking hand in hand with my friend
i  loose my hand for a second
a unique tree catches my attention
i stopped, stand facing the tree and pause to admire it
not until i realized my friend has carried on
am alone, i turned in circles looking around for my friend
but there is no sight of my friend.
i remained standing in confusion
not knowing which way to go
am lost in the woods.

just a hug from you
do you know you are drowning in my mind
let me see your smile forever at least if i can't be with you
i wonder what's the barrier between us
did i set that wall between us or did you?
one of us must be responsible
but lets take down the wall together
or maybe i should just take the risk  alone
you got my mind worked up everyday
even on the days i don't have exams
lets let the love flow between us
i know now that i truly love you
the day you enter my heart you never left
who is being prideful?
am not sure.

The days are flying
I can't believe this is happening
We are going to say goodbye today
I wonder if I will ever see you again
Can I at least get a hug to remember
I wonder how I will keep going
Without seeing your smile
Without hearing your laughter
My days ahead are doomed