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Abraham Montalvo Mar 2015
"I came and I conquered"
I did not go to the cross to banish or punish you no, as I was treading through the rocks into the hill of golgotha as the ruthless soldiers beat me to a ****** pulp, as I bled, as I suffered, as I was beaten, as I was nailed on to two wooden boards with three nails, I did this for each and everyone of you who believe in My name...So yes I came to the cross not for punishment but for redemption to save you from wretchedness and give you a life eternal whoever wishes to join Me! With the three words that I spoke saying it is finished is when all hell broke loose on earth, My Father tore the curtains from within the temple to let the message be known that I Am the Alpha and the Omega the Beginning and the End, I was there at the beginning of creation till end to come..."I came and I conquered"
Abraham Montalvo Dec 2014
Burn Your Bridges, Cut Your Anchors By Abraham Montalvo

Treading through the pain and sorrows, this life I'm living almost as feelin no reason to be living, emotions running, apathy a comin, deliver me from this hell that's has me forsaken,
My mind is troubled,
Heart is shuttled,
Spirit in turmoil,
Darkness has taken over almost all judgment
Like a veil that's been placed before me, blinds me in my ways and treads my paths, burning my bridges and cutting my anchors. Like a curse been laid upon me, a light that shines through me rips through what darkness that dines before my very eyes, in a midst of chaos like a war fought without the arms and weapons of soldiers to operate with the blunt force of destruction, burn your bridges cut your anchors... All this is temporary, it's all just and emotional trip into a world of agony that will cease to exist, for time is an understatement of what I can comprehend, lift my soul up high, bring me out of the distressful times ive been going through, help me, free me, save me...
misconstrued self emotions and deprived nights of sleep, body feeling weak and weary... Help me cut these anchors of emotions and burn these bridges of oppression...™
Abraham Montalvo Dec 2014
Conflicted:
I.Watching this life as the years go by, knowing I'm just a man of bones and flesh can't do much to keep these conflicted thoughts at rest,
II.People so quick to judge about my mistakes I made long ago, the past is past but can't stay in the back, gets thrown in my face like hurtful words that hit ya fast,
III.Haters gonna hate about the **** they've never been through, given an easy life they don't know what the **** I've been through, I'm not perfect **** I make my mistakes, takes a real ****** person to admit this **** straight,
IV.The goodness in me trying to maintain humanity and hope for the shallow world of fools without hope sitting in their high pious seat of glory and money at heart they're all just miserable ***** worse off than me, even broke and a joke to em all, ha they'll eat those stupid *** words,
Conflicted thoughts, two sides to a coin, playing with the ying and yang of life, sometimes I say why Lord why? Why can't you just remove me from the pain of this life? My soul is slowly withering away from the struggles I go through day by day, the hate in me is starting to develop, bitterness setting in this is the truth of being afflicted with conflictions,
V. Even through this all I'm pushing past the **** I hear and see, learned that words can hurt but so can my logic, all these fools are just my enemies as a footstool beneath me, guess what I'm back up from the restraints of life and pain, on my path to greatness and glory, not a person of pride and not of worry. Guess what your ******* won't hurt me...™
Conflict of two sides, in our lives we go through.
Abraham Montalvo Dec 2014
The Woman In Black

Here I lay asleep distressed in the cold of blackness and perfusion of sweat dripping from the crevasses of my body

All I felt was the presence unlike no other in my dream world, lying within my state of mind, sub consciousness levels start to arise as I see this woman rise from pits in black with no mortal eyes, my body starts to shake, head, hands, and feet felt like a quake of hell that's going on within this land of dreams

So lucid, so vile, yet warmth came to me from the sweetness of her hands and voice, underneath was a mask of corruption and deceit ready to devour the life I so wish to see and believe that just one day I'll awake from the world within which I sleep.

No more dreams of this woman in black as she comes to me disguised to be a helpful hand, at heart a witch a devil of sorts, she tries to make it all ok with sweet words of aroma to make my pain all go away, here I lay and dream rebuke her from the pits of my soul out of the depths of my body outwards into this alone and cold world.

She keeps herself at bay in garments of black with a countenance held up high as the look of her soulless face withers away, as she preys and waits for the next soul to take...™
This poem is pretty deep, you can take it many ways but it's only one meaning to it. Mainly about a man in a state of sleep where he sees what his mind shows him is a woman but in reality it's a demonic force of sorts in disguise.
Abraham Montalvo Dec 2014
Love Eternal, Lust Is Death- By Abraham Montalvo
Seeing you walking down those stairs in your pink laced underwear, got my mind on one thing already, sin through my eyes and my mind recorded like viral footage on the net, my body's already burning like the two of us in bed, making love or lust I don't know you tell me, my body's straight wet, drenched in sweat, it's getting hotter and hotter, my mind, soul and body, is quenching like it's on fire, like a burning desire, this relation isn't even holy, the enemy got us by temptation he's made it unholy,
Counterfeit christ always bringing chaos upon us, we ain't even married, I feel so awful, Lord help us bring forgiveness down on us, make this work again please I feel the enemy gaining upon us, I poetically and lyrically spit back the words from regrets and redemption of when the Lord led me to Grace and Repentance, nailed to a cross forgiveness isn't a loss,told me to bury the past and carry the cross for the institution of marriage is sacred, the enemy is about to break it, he hates it, for he doesn't understand what God's plan is for Man

Redemption from the lamb, for all of man to have a second chance, this lust is a discord in the relation with Christ, all these temptations made me fall and enticed, so He unveiled to me a new master plan beyond my comprehension, one in time I'll understand and I will make no transgressions for it is sacred, that not even the enemy can comprehend it, love eternal, lust is death, ready, set, go my mind is set...™
Abraham Montalvo Dec 2014
Regrets and Redemption- by Abraham Montalvo
I used to be looked at like one of the greats in your life and mines, forgive me for I made so many mistakes, that I'll take to the grave, for the sinner I am, forgiven by the blood of the Lamb, given a second chance to be redeemed by God's own two hands, nailed to a cross, for each and everyone to remember the win and the loss, I was a hero at once, a fool the next like I said I have my regrets,

Sitting in a club filled with ****** galore thinking oh my God what have I done? and who am I to become! hurt the two of us the most, felt like I destroyed it all, this is coming straight from my heart, months I ago I would've pleaded insanity, drinking myself into depression led me to darkest point of my life,

Trying to find love and comforting words from others still can't find my way back from this hell I was in, demons coming at me, temptations straight got me, seeing my life being taken from the enemy within, my soul feeling ultimately lost forever to an end, until Jesus told me, spoke to me and said my son I have never left you instead come back I love you! For ever I knew you since the birth from your mother's womb I loved you, even from the breath of life I gave you! here's a chance to take again my son I want you! This promise I'll keep, I shall never fail you!
Opened my heart once again taken this path of this test been the hardest walk, but overcoming is the main objective, sinner I am forgiven, given another chance to make it all rewritten for the future to come make sure all will be forgiven and freely given...
Make things right, move forward in life God will continue to Bless you my brothers and sisters, main objective is eternal life.™
Regrets and Redemption:
I wrote this all from my heart. Due to the recent times I went through struggles, depression and darkness which I couldn't even comprehend until the Lord found me almost at my wits end. To those who I hurt the most in my life, I sincerely apologize and I hope you can forgive me. God Bless you all...

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