Whether you have found someone
or you’re all alone,

you must remember the best relationship you can have,
is the one with yourself.

I have 200 people following me
as if I am leader
I have 479 poems
as if I have the ability to write beauty
I am following 182 people
yet I still feel alone
so honestly
does what I accomplish mean anything?
or will it forever be equivalent to nothing

Its hard some times to pretend to be human
to act as if I understand all that is happening
I remember things randomly
from when I wasn't exactly the definition of sanity
crazy is a good adjective
but doesn't quite capture it
Im insane
completely bonkers
and sometimes I forget how to be human
I forget how to have emotion
and no one seems to understand it
I'm not depressed
no
I'm an alien

Our end was
      Electric.
No crash, No burn.
           Just shock.

There will always be
A reserved part of
My heart beating
Quietly in the dark
I protect it with
Love and care because
Its for those whom
Have passed on

Memories unfold
Within my heart,
Mind and soul
And ever single heart
Since gone as touched
And healed my soul

Laughter and life
Are memories
That I recall
Because with out
Their guiding light
I would not be
Who I am today

Ever now and then
I recall lost loved
Ones from the past
So from me to you
To all those gone
I love you and thank you
Straight from my heart

Copyright: Kaila George 2016