we're lead claiming to be paint.
i never had the right.
i never saw black as all of the colors at once,
or as the absence of any,
i just allowed retinas to dance and be still without ever taking any of it in.
monochrome rhymes with monotone but no apartment or pasture has ever been warm enough to call home,
at least for hollow bones and eyes constantly shifting from a gregarious green to a more genuine grey.
no one ever hears the crickets, even when the floodgates are open or we're searching for that perfect shade to transform the canvas.
you were a monkey with a paint brush,
a brief rush of lust disguised as beauty and anything else that retinas could convince themselves to be mindful of.
chipping paint on the garage will remain and any lungs in proximity will continue to breathe in the dead crickets.
i don't have the right and we'll never get it right.