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 Aug 2019 Lizzie Matthias
RM
This is my final goodbye
It's hard for me to see you walking by with that other guy
Even though your heart didn't feel the same way
but I'm glad you brought me joy
Time kept moving forward
but I kept standing still
Waiting for you to feel the same way
but I guess such things only happen in dreams
So, that's why this is my final goodbye to you
It's time for me to move along with time
and say goodbye to this bittersweet dream that kept me tied
Finite infinities exist behind the eyes
Pulling me deeper into the contrasting dark and light
As surrounding me is color

The tantalizing dissimilation of photons which assume their impartations
Thereupon the internal vision
Unforming into universes shifting
Within matrices of information
To which I will embark

A captive castaway upon a sea of dreams
Adjourning unto thine effloresent identity
Which flees to the shrouded depths
In oceans of emotions in the subconscious inter-mesh
Ever strewn astray am I, within the soul's abode
In hopes of finding, therein, the flame of you
Lost in your eyes
If life gives you lemons
just be thankful it’s not a lime,
and when squeezing it
avoid getting the juice in your eye this time.
 Aug 2019 Lizzie Matthias
juno
i can’t breathe.
i’m crying
my hand hurts from punching the door

and it’s all my fault.

ITS NOT MY ******* FAULT THAT HES A *****

HE THINKS ITS OKAY TO HIT THE DOOR AFTER I SAID THAT IM GETTING READY.

I HAVE A LIFE, YKNOW?

I GET READY IN THE MORNING BECAUSE IM NOT LIKE YOU.

I DONT SIT IN FRONT OF THE ******* TV ALL DAY TO PLAY GAMES

I AM A FUNCTIONING HUMAN BEING WITH RIGHTS AND-

and i want to die because of you people.
 Aug 2019 Lizzie Matthias
juno
so uhm.
hi.
oh-
how have i been feeling?
honestly...
i’ve uh.
been thinking of killing myself.

again..

hm.

so uhm.

i just really wanna die.

to be honest,
i have everything.
knife.
rope.
suicide notes.

i’m ready.
Enigmatic coalescence of realities diverging
A blip suspended in Nought of regality interspersing
To commandeer and command the blight emerging
To balance in semblance of fear, unnerving

Husks of beings and frailty confounded
Biding and vying in torturous endowment
Escalating the muse of mine to drown in it

As gods betray the world of man
In surfeit of ignorance
The emptiness of space should span
As worthless proof of innocence

The freely formed, unmade again
Forlorn and grasping death
Retired to eternal sin
Adrift in space, bereft
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